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Hey guys! I'm having major writers block but I'm back on wattpad; I think I'll edit/rewrite a few chapters from BBM BABY and continue writing new chapters for daisy + Ultraviolence. I know wattpad's super dead but I missed writing (:

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Guys, my internet friend for 3 years posted their first fanfic. It's big time rush and not twenty one pilots though but it's so cool and good already. I want yall to read it and give them your thoughts (: It's called peaches & honey and it's a mlm ff. 
          
          I might even update Ultraviolence today because of how bored and even kind of Inspired i am 
          Go read peaches & honey yall xxxxx
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/237393201-peaches-honey-k-knight-l-mitchell

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So. Tyler’s twitter. Here are my thoughts.
          
          I have stanned this band since 2016. They are extremely, extremely close to me to the point I’ve never thought about tyler or josh doing something problematic where I have to stop supporting them. Unfortunately those thoughts have become a reality.
          
          I can’t unstan twenty one pilots. I can’t unstan the band that I’ve relied on during my depressive nights in 2017 where times were the worse, take down my posters, and other twenty one pilots memorabilia and other moments close to me. Do not make this hard for anyone else. It’s not easy to let go of a band you’ve supported for years and have your idol, your hero, turn out to be a piece of shit.
          
          I can’t defend tyler. I can’t support him. I can’t support him after his tweets today. If anyone has a problem with that. Fine by me. But I support BLM and I’ve donated and signed and done whatever I need to support the black community considering I’m a POC too

reyjedi16

@neongravestones i mean, he usually uses his Twitter to joke around. And he has the right to post whatever he wants to. I'm glad he's shed light on suicide awareness month, too. I don't think he was intentionally trying to make light of the BLM movement. He even posted his support for it back in June. Plus, we don't know how much or often he looks at what his followers comment or post.
            
            I'm just bothered by the cancel culture. It can be really toxic. Celebrities are human--not perfect, and I just don't like that their whole career can end from a single tweet or post that people may disagree with. Now, it is good to hold that person accountable if they don't apologize for something serious or take action/do research, but Tyler has already done so much for us and I feel like over this past era, the fans have just been mistreating him. 
            
               So yeah... I'm not trying to persuade you from your opinion about this, but I was just hoping I could show a different side. <3
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neongravestones

@reyjedi16 Making a joke of your fans asking you to use your platform to speak about important issues, like black lives matter, is insensitive... so in that case in a way he’s joking about black lives matter and just people dying in general. It’s insensitive
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reyjedi16

@neongravestones I don't understand what he did wrong though?
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**Please read!**
          Hey everyone! A few weeks ago, I announced that I would be publishing a sequel to my first ever fanfic Fucked Up Heart. Because of that, I want to address a few things.
          
          I wrote stories like Fucked Up Heart and Cute Aggression when I was young and going through that cliche edgy phase in my life where I had this infatuation with true crime and writing about triggering stuff like murder, drugs, et cetera. As I look back on my writing now, I feel disgusted because I didn’t, geninuely, know how controversial writing about that kind of stuff was. It doesn’t make it better that I was literally up at 5 am or something writing about someone who saved my life portraying him as a murderer, a rapist, or whatever. And on behalf of young, naïve 2017 Luna, I would like to formally and honestly apologize for the way how I used to write.

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You may think, why am I doing a sequel for a fanfic that I wrote years ago, said I probably wouldn’t continue it, and has realized how controversial and maybe even offensive it was? Because despite my ignorance, I still like true crime. I still think that the study of psychology and how the brain works is cool and I even still think the concept of murderer!tyler is dope. The writing in Ultraviolence is majorly better than what the hell FUH tried to be. 
            
            If you made it this far, then thank you for taking the time to read and acknowledge my mistake and acknowledged the fact that I’ve grown as a writer, and am still growing. I’m still improving and finding out which style is more comfortable for me. Again, I apologize for my past self and I apologize for any other controversial stuff I’ve ever written. Love you all. 
            X, Luna
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I romanticized stuff like murder and drugs and mental illnesses and tried showing it in a lighted, glamorized way. Me in 2017/18 may have thought that was okay, but as I have matured and learned and grown I’m going to obviously and understandably shame myself for even ever thinking shit like that was /okay/ because it’s not. Murder, psychopathy, abusive parents, rape, drugs, or whatever else Fucked Up Heart tackled should never /ever/ be shown in a glamorized way.
            
            My writing has definitely improved. I’m improving as a writer. I don’t even like to read FUH because of how cringey it is and I don’t want to cringe myself. I have learned, researched, and studied so much more about mental health and became an advocate for it when whatever chance I can get. I now know that if I ever want to write about mental health, I should write about it in a setting that I understand and that I know in an actual realistic way. Not in a romanticized way. Not in a glorified and glamorized way.
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Ultraviolence - August 28th, 2020
          Official Sequel to ‘Fucked Up Heart’
          
          So I’m just gonna announce it since it’s coming out next month. I’ve been working on this sequel for two years. Two years! I’m so excited to show you all what I’ve been working on and the reason why I haven’t been updating daisy, ST&C, and Candid. I can’t wait to bring back my two favorite psychos Tyler & Melanie, Jenna, Josh, Matty, et cetera.. (;
          There’s a lot of things to unpack in this new fanfiction. But for now, I’m just gonna say that:
          
          - It’s more better written than Fucked Up Heart and actually makes sense 
          - I already have all the chapters written/plotted out (: They’re all drafts and they’re all completed!
          - A lot of shit goes down. A lot.
          - There’s a special new character nearing the end of the book Trust me; she’s really special.
          
          I hope you enjoy and I can’t wait to finally publish this (:

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I’m also trying to work on a book trailer. I don’t know when I might post it on YouTube, but I’m trying. Okay, I’ve said enough! Time to disappear and write during this quarantine and summer break. Love u guys xx 
            Luna
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The epilogue and last few chapters are finished. They’ve been written since May 2019. I can’t tell how many chapters there are, but I’m working on chapter 16 and 17 at this moment. The reason why I said they’re all completed is because I know they’ll be ready by the time it’s time to post Ultraviolence (:
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Hey (:

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@neongravestones I MISSED U SO MUCH OMG
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