namelahjule

[REPOST: 03/19/21]
          	
          	monday marked the first year anniversary of my older brothers passing, and before you start writing your condolences, just stop and read for a second. i can promise you i don’t want to read those comments just as much as you don’t want to write them. 
          	
          	as you’ve probably realized by now i’ve written dream as a really caring older brother. which had been crucially different for a lot of you, i’ve seen your comments about your siblings, and it’s mainly the reason i did what i did. i want you to know about him, because this person i’m writing isn’t just a figment of my imagination, he had, and still has been the most caring supportive person in my life, and that really shone through how he treated me as his younger sister.
          	
          	i wanted to write him in a way that would immortalize who he was so i would no longer feel like i was forgetting him. i wanted to go in depth about it, and show how important our relationship was to me as to him, because i knew it was special. i knew we weren’t supposed to get along, and we were supposed to hate each other, but it was different and i always appreciated it that way. 
          	
          	hopefully with this knowledge when this book is over, and you reread it for the final time, you’ll get to understand just how important everything in this book is to me. i wish he would’ve been around a little longer so he could’ve seen how quickly this story that he always teased me about posting grew, because i know he’d be so damn proud. 
          	
          	this was really longer than i wanted it to be, so hopefully you guys have an amazing weekend for me and i finally get around to posting more

Teanuri

Also forgot one thing, if you need to vent i am here for you! Not the best with words but i can listen, that's for sure <3
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Teanuri

I don't want to say those things like "sorry" and stuff since i think you don't need those, Just remember everything is going to be okay even tho it may not seem like it, but this is how life works. They are in better place now for sure and they are looking right now from above! I am sure they met techno there and now both of them are in one team with him to conquer the heavens! May they rest in peace! <3
          	  
          	  (Sorry if you wanted to hear something else, i just think they wouldn't like you crying over them, know by my own experience </3, so cheer up! Life goes on and world changes, people tend to leave and come but you will always remember them in your heart and that's what matters for sure! Sending all love and hugs for you! I hope you are doing okay! As again drink some water and don't forget to rest! <3 )
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mommimus

@namelahjule i am sorry that happened to you. I am sure he loved you very much. If you ever need to talk to anyone, i am always here<3
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namelahjule

[REPOST: 03/19/21]
          
          monday marked the first year anniversary of my older brothers passing, and before you start writing your condolences, just stop and read for a second. i can promise you i don’t want to read those comments just as much as you don’t want to write them. 
          
          as you’ve probably realized by now i’ve written dream as a really caring older brother. which had been crucially different for a lot of you, i’ve seen your comments about your siblings, and it’s mainly the reason i did what i did. i want you to know about him, because this person i’m writing isn’t just a figment of my imagination, he had, and still has been the most caring supportive person in my life, and that really shone through how he treated me as his younger sister.
          
          i wanted to write him in a way that would immortalize who he was so i would no longer feel like i was forgetting him. i wanted to go in depth about it, and show how important our relationship was to me as to him, because i knew it was special. i knew we weren’t supposed to get along, and we were supposed to hate each other, but it was different and i always appreciated it that way. 
          
          hopefully with this knowledge when this book is over, and you reread it for the final time, you’ll get to understand just how important everything in this book is to me. i wish he would’ve been around a little longer so he could’ve seen how quickly this story that he always teased me about posting grew, because i know he’d be so damn proud. 
          
          this was really longer than i wanted it to be, so hopefully you guys have an amazing weekend for me and i finally get around to posting more

Teanuri

Also forgot one thing, if you need to vent i am here for you! Not the best with words but i can listen, that's for sure <3
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Teanuri

I don't want to say those things like "sorry" and stuff since i think you don't need those, Just remember everything is going to be okay even tho it may not seem like it, but this is how life works. They are in better place now for sure and they are looking right now from above! I am sure they met techno there and now both of them are in one team with him to conquer the heavens! May they rest in peace! <3
            
            (Sorry if you wanted to hear something else, i just think they wouldn't like you crying over them, know by my own experience </3, so cheer up! Life goes on and world changes, people tend to leave and come but you will always remember them in your heart and that's what matters for sure! Sending all love and hugs for you! I hope you are doing okay! As again drink some water and don't forget to rest! <3 )
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mommimus

@namelahjule i am sorry that happened to you. I am sure he loved you very much. If you ever need to talk to anyone, i am always here<3
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namelahjule

i’m sure a lot of you have noticed it’s been a while since i last posted. i cant say that’s been for any specific reason but i was planning to return soon (as in post the chapters that i’ve finished thus far). i’ve always had full intentions to finish this story and i hope i’ve made that clear from the very beginning however learning the news about techno has really left me at a loss for words. 
          
          i’ve always looked up to him as a creator and i loved his content, he was a great comfort to me after my brother passed a few years back, and i want to continue to demonstrate his legacy the only way i know how but i’m unsure if this is the way to do so. i come to you again, like i tend to do when i feel i need a second opinion asking; is it distasteful to continue to include him in this story?

Teanuri

I think if we keep techno in the story with that we can continue his legacy, i have been reading a lot of writers messages about stopping writing techno because of his passing. But in my opinion this is how we tend to forget them, its just i think he wanted us to continue his legacy if he can't do that, yet you should do what makes you comfortable! As again drink some water and don't push yourself, take care! <3
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lnv925

@namelahjule I feel like keeping him in the story would be nice, as long as you are respectful about it, it would make the story special, but I would understand if you removed him, it is heartbreaking, but also, in his memory <3
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Cornbread54

I personally, would not include I’m in the story due to what had happened and out of respect, so maybe don’t include him in the story. It’s really heartbreaking news for everyone
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TheSilentNights

Hi toki! The story isn’t finished yet? XD
          
          Sorry I haven’t read any of the recent chapters, some bad things happened and i left wattpad because of it therefore you never heard of me.
          
          How are you doing though? I hope you’re doing pretty good! It’s been so long and i’ll be honest? I missed the story, time to read now XD

bredbutnot

will you be making another story after you finish coffee complications ?

namelahjule

forgive me, that was very a very wordy and perpetual answer (kind of like coffee complications)
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namelahjule

i really do hope so! i had a lot of fun and i’ve learned a lot from this experience so i think it’d be a shame if i let it go to waste. in the future i plan to simplify my plot lines and write more meaningful scenes, so when i do inevitably take another shot at posting on here it will not be nearly as long as coffee complications! i have a few ideas for other stories that have been floating around in my head since the beginning that i am waiting to give their own chance, but in reality i have no clue how long it will be until the end of cc or how long afterwards for me to post again. if it comes down to it and cc is the only story i ever publish on wattpad i hope everyone that reads it has as much fun as i did writing it <3
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