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Well, FNAF Help Wanted 2 definitely fucked my plans for Desiderium. I'm gonna be reworking it for the next few months. Yay, more time to lose sleep.

I'm taking a short break from writing, it'll probably be a few weeks until I upload the next chapter for Desiderium. My car got broken into, so I need to sort things out with the insurance company.

'Scuse me while I got kms really quick. I just had the zoomies, then proceeded to write seven chapter of fanfiction, started a new fanfiction to write. Augh, why do I make life harder for myself??
          
          Btw, I scheduled my first few chapters of my fanfic Desiderium (which is a daycare attendant x reader from fnafsb) in December. Consider it an early Christmas present.

Why is it so difficult to write a story when I actually have free time for once? I feel like I'm stuck in a loop of working, working, working, then when I pause to breathe in the world, and I breathe out nothing but jumbled-up thoughts that can't be formed into anything coherent. All of the ideas that I hold onto at 3 am slip away by the time I wake up again, and I can't ever add what I thought was smart before because those thoughts avoid me.

Earlier today, one of my friends turned to me in the middle of a lecture and asked me, "Can you see me?" I was confused for a minute and replied with a yes. All they said after that was, "Okay, cool, it's Trans Visibility Day, so you passed," and I can't stop thinking about it.

Happy Late Thanksgiving, though I think I'm either dead or dying at this point with how much social interaction I had yesterday.

I don't think writing five books at the same time is a good thing for my sleep schedule 

Happy Holiday's Everyone! I hope you all are enjoying yourselfs by gourging on eggnog and cookies. Have a Merry Christmas!

Im having a dilemma. I just ate dinner but im already hungry again. Should I go get a snack or starve?

PTSD is just spicy nostalgia. Change my mind.