Lily

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Can you read my book if you don’t mind? 
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/248977399?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create_story_details&wp_uname=ABIHA_11&wp_originator=riLzPvnZg6QYW7Ngvk4XmzULGJi0je7ZbVrHSS9pjLI7eP%2BJ6r3pRhJPRPY9DlkGOpXmZVRcDqJIm3jHXj9feConlTt%2F%2BXDsYKMmtHullv0FYHhQE56duNuQSeiz5HAv
          

hey lil happy late late new year..iloveyou and i miss uuu....talk to you soon hopefully

Okie, this is for you, MY BEST FRIEND. Read this message until the end, it's adorable. I sent an angel to watch over you last night, but it came back. When I asked "Why?" the angel replied," Angel's don't watch over angels." Twenty angels are there in your world. Ten of them are sleeping, nine of them are playing, and one is reading this message. God has seen you struggling with some things, and God says," It's over." A blessing is coming your way. If you believe in God, send this to 14 friends, including me. If I don't get back, I guess I'm not one of them. As soon as you get five replies, someone you love will quietly suprise you.....NOT JOKING. Pass this message on and please, don't ignore it. You're being tested and God is going to fix to big things tonight in your favour. If you believe in God, drop everything and pass it on. Tomorrow will be the best day in your life. DON'T BREAK THIS CHAIN AND SEND THIS TO FOURTEEN FRIENDS IN TEN MINUTES. NO GROUP CHATS.

hey um can I know what will u do with the awards?

If you receive this message, it is a very serious one. Do not take it as a joke.. I am sending this to everyone as much as possible. Please do read it and respond if you want.
          
          You can never have 100% where everyone likes/loves you and you will never 100% satisfy everyone by yourself.. There will always be that one (or more) thing/someone who will try to bring you down and crush you. Don’t let them get to you, break your shield and rip you apart piece by piece.
            There will always be a supporter too. Vent to them, tell them your thoughts, feelings, ask for help. Do what you need to do. You just have to find that right person to tell it to. Your not alone. Okay? Remember that... 
            Everyone has their own flaws, victories, mistakes, whatever it is.. NO ONE IS PERFECT okay? We all have to go through these.. walls or obstacles to get what we want.l it’s not gonna be easy all the time.. no, it won’t.. but you will get through it some day.. 
          
            For those people who hate and try to break you- they are doing the wrong thing.. I don’t know why people hate you.... LEAVE if you hate someone people.. LEAVE.. what’s so damn hard about that? Does yelling and hating and hurting them satisfy you? Because to me, it’s not satisfying anyone.. not even yourself... So many people have said to just LEAVE.. don’t cause a bigger problem.. your just making it worse and making yourself look bad.. ignore the person you hate.. block them... leave the situation.. you aren’t gonna be a “scaredy cat” or a “little kid” for leaving.. no.. your gonna be the bigger one standing up and taking care of it.. 
          
          I will support you all with your choices. I love you all so so so much..
          Thank you for your time.
          
          Also- I’m sorry if I haven’t been reaching out to you or just talking to you.. I’ve been busy and I’m trying my best to do everything but please do understand that I am only human.. we all are and I have my own limits. I also have to take care of myself. (Which, I never do take care of myself).
          - coco

Hi new follower since you followed me, you ARE my child. No un doing this. You have your other mom who is in my bio, same with your aunt. Here's love...
          ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
          ~Mom❤️

New theme❤

I know, it's been a few days but I didn't feel ready to write about this till just now
          
          @anotherstressedgirl I will miss you sis, you were so precious and loved by many even though you are gone I won't forget everything you taught me or all the memories we had together good or bad. You always were there for me when I was in pain, I'm sorry I couldn't help you more when you were in pain. I feel so lonely and empty without you but I know that you are in a better place and that your no longer in pain, I just wish you didn't have to die for the pain to go away, I never realized how precious life was or our time here, sadly I didn't realize what this meant till just now..... I hope that your watching over me and Kahlei from heaven and that you are still smiling every day, come and visit me sometimes I don't wanna be too lonely. Rest in peace, Jen Jen..... I still can't believe your gone, thank you for being my sister......  I promise to keep your memory alive forever
          
          ジェニー私はここに座って、あなたに話したかったことすべてについて考えます。
          
          私はあなたが滞在する必要があるすべての理由をあなたに話したと思います、私はあなたがジャンプするべきではなかったすべての理由をあなたに話したと思います
          
          あなたは愛されています、あなたは重荷ではありませんでした、そして悪いことが起こったのはあなたのせいではありませんでしたジェン
          
          あなたはいつもこれらの大きな負担を負っていました、私はあなたがそれらを一人で運ぶことを主張していなかったらよかったのに
          
          あなたはここでひどく虐待されました、そしてなぜ死が唯一の方法であるように思われたのか分かります、私は天国がより良いことを願っています
          
          安らかに、ジェン

Me: I don't wanna get up from my bed
          
          My consciousness: Oh look you ran out of food and your sheets wet from you crying so much so you have to change it
          
          Me: What the actual fuck?