minimalisticaxel

Guys I feel like venting so here you go. Yesterday night, this thing happened. 
          	So how we sleep is like- me and my grandma on our bed, and my brother down. So because my grandma can't see my bro, he watches stuff in the night, on his phone. And yesterday night when I turned as to face his side, he told me to face the other side (my grandma's side). When I said no, he said "I'm literally gonna strip half-naked, u wanna see?" And I was completely shocked. 
          	I asked, "bro do u masturbate to pOrn?" And he nodded and asked, "wanna watch with me". I thought it was a joke and we ended up watching lesbian porn- 
          	He was literally masturbating next to me and I felt uncomfy as hell. I told him I was ace when he told me to try it out. When the video finished, I was going to my bed when he asked, "can I grab ur boobies". I was like- wtf, and then saw his face. And then I thought, okay, and let him. He asked me if he could do it under my bra and I said no. He asked if he could see it and I said no. So he just jiggled with my boobs. And then I went to the bathroom and took a piss and I went to bed. I couldn't sleep. I felt soo uncomfy. 
          	I didn't tell this to anyone someone please help me. 
          	Also note that my brother is 3 years older than me. I'm 13 and he's 16. I never watched porn. 
          	 

minimalisticaxel

irailedurm0m I told my two friends, thanks to you guys's help!!!! THANK U SO MUCH 
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irailedurm0m

@excusemebith im proud of you for telling your mom, that can be rlly hard! maybe try telling someone else that you trust, when youre ready (someone you think will have a better reaction and be willing to help)
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minimalisticaxel

@xsamix04 omg I'm scared to do that, if my mom/dad ever comes to know that, then I'm dead for my life. But thank you soo much!! Schools are closed for me rn, so I don't have my counselor, but thanks!! Ilysm♥️♥️
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minimalisticaxel

Guys I feel like venting so here you go. Yesterday night, this thing happened. 
          So how we sleep is like- me and my grandma on our bed, and my brother down. So because my grandma can't see my bro, he watches stuff in the night, on his phone. And yesterday night when I turned as to face his side, he told me to face the other side (my grandma's side). When I said no, he said "I'm literally gonna strip half-naked, u wanna see?" And I was completely shocked. 
          I asked, "bro do u masturbate to pOrn?" And he nodded and asked, "wanna watch with me". I thought it was a joke and we ended up watching lesbian porn- 
          He was literally masturbating next to me and I felt uncomfy as hell. I told him I was ace when he told me to try it out. When the video finished, I was going to my bed when he asked, "can I grab ur boobies". I was like- wtf, and then saw his face. And then I thought, okay, and let him. He asked me if he could do it under my bra and I said no. He asked if he could see it and I said no. So he just jiggled with my boobs. And then I went to the bathroom and took a piss and I went to bed. I couldn't sleep. I felt soo uncomfy. 
          I didn't tell this to anyone someone please help me. 
          Also note that my brother is 3 years older than me. I'm 13 and he's 16. I never watched porn. 
           

minimalisticaxel

irailedurm0m I told my two friends, thanks to you guys's help!!!! THANK U SO MUCH 
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irailedurm0m

@excusemebith im proud of you for telling your mom, that can be rlly hard! maybe try telling someone else that you trust, when youre ready (someone you think will have a better reaction and be willing to help)
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minimalisticaxel

@xsamix04 omg I'm scared to do that, if my mom/dad ever comes to know that, then I'm dead for my life. But thank you soo much!! Schools are closed for me rn, so I don't have my counselor, but thanks!! Ilysm♥️♥️
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minimalisticaxel

Also, I have been feeling sad for almost one year now?- , and now suddenly I feel amazing. It has been going on for like, 2 months or sumthin. I feel absolutely amazing. Is it a sign of bipolar disorder or something?? I need to know xoxo

minimalisticaxel

@SUMMERS0LSTICE thanks! I'm getting my parents to allow me to get professional help lmao 
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mygoodbones

@normaltittays i mean it could be so definitely, if you can, try to get professional help. also id look up articles/pieces online written by people with bipolar to see if it feels relatable
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minimalisticaxel

Hey guys! I need a gf ;-; 
          

minimalisticaxel

TWO GFS???? OMG I'M OMW
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catsf0rlifee

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catsf0rlifee

@ mushroomsvibess  nice man
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DontTriggrTheUnicorn

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thanks for your follow hun ✨
          And if you're searching for good bl books, just check out my reading list. Most of it is in English and there is a loooottt of good shit on shit and I'm wayyy too lazy to write all of that down rn so just look at it lmao :)
          Anyways love you ❤️

minimalisticaxel

@DontTriggrTheUnicorn Bzkskcowoddkifksjdjs THANK U SO MUCH
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