metalluvlml

Hey guys. I know I’ve been inactive, but I just wanted to jump on here...I don’t know, I guess I felt kinda weird leaving Wattpad without giving you guys an explanation. I’m saying this, but actually I know that not many people care whether I leave or stay.
          	
          	Last night I was having my “Nightly overthinking hour” and I came to the conclusion that all my stories are trash, I should’ve never posted them onto the internet in the first place, and that I’ll never be good enough to be a pro writer, like I’ve always wanted to.
          	
          	I guess I do owe you guys an apology, because a few of you—for reasons I just can’t understand—actually like to read the aberrations I’ve posted on this platform. I really don’t understand your taste in literature (though my crappy fanfics really can’t be considered literature) but I should say that I’m sorry. 
          	
          	I’ve deleted everything I’ve ever written for Wattpad and that’s the way it’ll stay...at least for a very, very VERY long time.
          	
          	Farewell.
          	
          	-Martina

MassiveAddictive

You truly were one of my favorite writers and your fanfics were amazing. Very well developed and written. You even did my favorite ship! I'm sorry to know that you're leaving now...but I'm really looking forward to read you again very soon. 
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sparkling__angel

@metalluvlml  I'm so sorry to hear this.   I really enjoyed reading your stories.
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kayswritingshit

@metalluvlml aww noo I'm so sorry to see you go. Please don't say your stories are trash, you're a great writer! I love reading your stuff
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metalluvlml

Hey guys. I know I’ve been inactive, but I just wanted to jump on here...I don’t know, I guess I felt kinda weird leaving Wattpad without giving you guys an explanation. I’m saying this, but actually I know that not many people care whether I leave or stay.
          
          Last night I was having my “Nightly overthinking hour” and I came to the conclusion that all my stories are trash, I should’ve never posted them onto the internet in the first place, and that I’ll never be good enough to be a pro writer, like I’ve always wanted to.
          
          I guess I do owe you guys an apology, because a few of you—for reasons I just can’t understand—actually like to read the aberrations I’ve posted on this platform. I really don’t understand your taste in literature (though my crappy fanfics really can’t be considered literature) but I should say that I’m sorry. 
          
          I’ve deleted everything I’ve ever written for Wattpad and that’s the way it’ll stay...at least for a very, very VERY long time.
          
          Farewell.
          
          -Martina

MassiveAddictive

You truly were one of my favorite writers and your fanfics were amazing. Very well developed and written. You even did my favorite ship! I'm sorry to know that you're leaving now...but I'm really looking forward to read you again very soon. 
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sparkling__angel

@metalluvlml  I'm so sorry to hear this.   I really enjoyed reading your stories.
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kayswritingshit

@metalluvlml aww noo I'm so sorry to see you go. Please don't say your stories are trash, you're a great writer! I love reading your stuff
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metalluvlml

Dear friends:
          
          How are you? I don’t even know if y’all want an explanation as to why I’ve been gone for so long...I say this because since my latest works have flopped, I don’t even know if there are people interested in reading what I write. 
          
          It’s fine though, don’t think I’m trying to guilt you into reading my stuff, because I’m not...if people don’t pay attention to my stories, that’s 100% my fault. 
          
          Or well...who’s to blame for my lack of talent? I don’t even know, the point is I know I’m no J.K Rowling, so I don’t want you guys to think that I’m blaming you for the failure of my recent works.
          
          Anyway, yeah, I’ve been gone for months, I know...I have my reasons. With the pandemic, the fact that my country is a wreck and a huge personal loss that I experienced, let’s just say that my anxiety is at an all time high. 
          
          And no, I’m not saying this so that you’ll feel bad for me and decide to read my stuff, I just wanted to give you all an explanation...and the beauty of this platform is the fact that you can read whatever you want, so if you don’t feel like checking out my stuff, then don’t, I won’t get offended :) 
          
          Anyway, hope y’all are doing well and staying safe...I can’t promise I’ll come back this year, though I’m slowly but surely working on a new story.
          
          Xoxo
          
          Martina :D

metalluvlml

@Ad_Astra7734 thank you so much for your kind words :)
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MassiveAddictive

OMG HI, I just passed by to tell u that I really loved your novel Amaranthine, so well writen... also: GOSH, MY OTP! You have a new fan

metalluvlml

Awww you’re literally so sweet, thank you! My day hadn’t started in the best way, but you have no idea how happy you’ve made me :) I’m very happy to know that you enjoyed my story...have a lovely day!! :D
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metalluvlml

once AGain, i just want to REmind you thAT tomorrow i will bE posting the second paRt of my trilogy. hopEfully you guys will eNjoy it as much as “dEath unleashed”...i can’t wait to read your coMments about it! love You all! ;)

metalluvlml

@ThePhantomWriter365 haha well, I just try to be a decent human being XD
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metalluvlml

@ThePhantomWriter365 Oh come on, I’m sure you’re not dumb...and even if you were I wouldn’t care cuz you’re an awesome online friend :) Have a wonderful day!
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metalluvlml

@ThePhantomWriter365 I’m glad someone picked up on that subliminal message haha...the story is already up though ;)
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metalluvlml

Hey guys! It’s Marti here, how are y’all doing? I hope you’re safe and well :) I have a question, how would you feel if I started writing “X reader” style stories? I just thought of it and I feel like it could work, but I just wanted to know whether you all would be interested or not ;)

nightwishfan666

@metalluvlml I'm down to read it if you ended up choosing to write one :)
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AnonymousGhostling

@metalluvlml Sure, go ahead. I'm intrested to see who you'll pick o.o 
            Depending on that i'll surely read it because you've got great writing skills.
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metalluvlml

Alright guys, tomorrow is the day! In less than 24 hours I’ll be publishing the first chapter of my trilogy! YAY!! 
          
          Real quick, I just wanna thank @angelsfallfirst for inspiring me to write this three-part-series...she’s an astonishingly talented writer and years ago, she wrote a trilogy that blew me away. It was a story composed of three books called “If We Ever Meet Again”, “Not an Angel” and “Hold You In My Arms”...it’s my absolute favorite Wattpad fanfiction and I really suggest that you go give it a read :)
          
          Once again, thanks Rena!
          
          And I also wanna thank all of you loyal followers who have supported me throughout the entire writing process of this trilogy with your kind words...those sweet messages truly mean more to me than you could ever imagine ;)
          
          See you tomorrow! XOXO 
          
          Martina <3

metalluvlml

@AngelsFallFirst Are you kidding?! You’re WAY more talented than I am...I truly aspire to be as good of a writer as you one day :) Anyway, I hope you’ll like my new story...though it’s definitely not gonna be better than the “If We Ever Meet Again” series ;)
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