metalclouds

y’all ever since i finished the SAT i’ve been writing seven little by little and making sure to write each day. even on day’s where my depression is making me unmotivated, i’m forcing myself to write. it’s my main focus. a lot has been going on and my life is hectic, especially mentally, but i’m trying to get this done. i know i can do it and i hope i do finish the book eventually

metalclouds

@ctrlrowe thank u for sticking with me <3
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ctrlrowe

Hope you feel better and things get easier for you 
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metalclouds

y’all ever since i finished the SAT i’ve been writing seven little by little and making sure to write each day. even on day’s where my depression is making me unmotivated, i’m forcing myself to write. it’s my main focus. a lot has been going on and my life is hectic, especially mentally, but i’m trying to get this done. i know i can do it and i hope i do finish the book eventually

metalclouds

@ctrlrowe thank u for sticking with me <3
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ctrlrowe

Hope you feel better and things get easier for you 
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metalclouds

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luckily things are starting to turn up, slowly, slowly. i got hit with intrusive thoughts last month which started this shit, then after i got onto some pills, i got emotional numbness and anhedonia, then when i stopped pills i not only got emotionally numb again, i started to get major depressive episodes and anxiety attacks. now i’m starting to get better though. i need a BREAK lmfaooooo

nnyreee

happy things are getting better for you.. stay safe please
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metalclouds

y’all can see when i was talking about anxiety last month that’s when everything started...it was a really tough time and this last week in particular absolutely tore me apart. thank you guys for holding thru with me tho. i appreciate y’all.
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