melcholune

👁️👄👁️ im abusing this emoji

It's a mix bag really

Not bad at all, how about you?

Ofc I remember you

⚔️.

Stick withu by the pussycat dolls been on repeat in my head. 

Yet the hyper independent within me doesn’t allow it.

Nigh Nigh love

I hate the feeling of not sleeping when I have time, lord help me. Counting sheep fucking stresses me out.

What’s samosas? Hey i’m so glad you can survive, i’ll die if i’m alone, or maybe survive on takeouts and boiled eggs hahah 

You’re probably asleep i think its like 2am for you 

how are you?

Baby, i have a small photo of you on my car’s flippy mirror thing. Don’t worry about it. 

I would not want to burden you with it?

No, I doubt either of us has the energy to discuss it. Thank you, though.

But I happened to read your latest texts.

anytime! I do get the conundrum part. personally I think it's ideal to have this app just present in its own place and pace, while we go about in our lives, finding ourselves coming back to this platform whenever feasible. after so many years on this platform, with the graveyard of memories left behind, deleting it seems like some foreign extremism to me, haha. and I'm glad if life has been easier for you currently, I'll hope for the slowness to get gradually steady so you can try to settle down, eventually. speaking of myself, it's similar for me as well. figuring out through occasional ups and downs and hustling my way through. thank you for asking, love. 

that's perfectly understandable and alright. my presence seems to be just as patchy too — I barely check up on this app anymore. we can definitely start afresh again! and I'm sorry to know about that, I hope you're in a better place, compared to the past months, love. may this year be softer and kinder. <3 

i love cheesecake so much but im fundamentally incapable of making them 

ugh i despise when they do that with the ice i always feel like i’ve been scammed, and i never thought of that! but i’ll definitely be looking for it now 

tell me how you’ve been!! 

wishing that you’re doing good and being your vibrant soulful amazing self <3 love you dearly

like i just got off an hour ago and was like “i survived yet another day”….and my day isn’t even over yet 😭❤️ i just feel over it, already, you could say

thank you for the kind words btw ❤️ i kinda needed to hear that today.