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ଘ *–  https://youtube.com/watch?v=KxHc12JIHP0
          “ i’ll show you the world if you say so “
          i currently have this song on repeat . because one it’s fucking nct , kings , stan . reason number two , its because for unknown fucking reason you’ve been on my mind and i please beg of you to just get out and out and out and out , it’s not healthy now . im still in awe from you sweet letter , it makes me so happy . it really does and i just , even though some shitty shit happened after , i thought about it and read over it again because at that moment it helped me and i felt okay . im pausing a lot while typing this and i don’t know if it’s because this song just makes me emotional at the same time because memories :/ or if it’s because i don’t want this letter to suck . your words are truly amazing . the way it just leaves your mouth and how it pours out has now suddenly attracted me as like a fly would when seeing food . ha that was weird but what else do you expect from me ? i cant be serious for shit right now and i just want to write everything down but im still fucking shook and i just finished a book that made my heart warm .

pphater

FROM ME TO YOU : SPECIAL EDITION FOR IRIS
            https://youtube.com/watch?v=ggPF6Wb8A50
            https://youtube.com/watch?v=cD8SYW8rjaQ
            https://youtube.com/watch?v=IRVvBymbySs
            https://youtube.com/watch?v=4LPmBiFkoBk
            https://youtube.com/watch?v=ZEE1UC90I0o
            https://youtube.com/watch?v=n7DF2uCPMUc
            the last one also makes me emotional for no reason maybe it’s because i feel like an old man now that their new comeback has came
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i hope this made you cry because even though you told me i can’t make you cry , im kim fucking jooheon , i do what i want . no one stop me , wears some uglee shades and poses like the emo’s in the early 2000’s . as you said to me , i also don’t think you know how much i love you and how much you mean to , even though bitch i am very bad at showing it and then i do wanna show it , i forget about it or i get busy . and it sucks booty because damn just let me show one of my fav humans ever some love because everyone sucks ass and won’t do it , why not let the man who loves you the most love you forever right ? i have been listening to highway to heaven on repeat and it’s not getting and yet you would think that after pouring some shit out , i would get u out of my mind but nope , me wayz imma bounce , i love you , hope this didn’t make you too emotional , have a good day at school yeah ?
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i , that reminds me of mark lee and lee donghyuck , my two babies oh my god . ah im getting off topic I CANT HELP IT DONT GET MAD YOU DWEEB . also did you know that steph loves mel , her sweet lul mel , uwu grabs your face and squishes ur cheeks then kisses your pretty nose . you got such a beautiful face and your freckles truly make you even more mesmerizing than you already are . i don’t wanna see you get hurt , i hope that day never comes , if im honestly speaking because damn will that person regret what they did but it will hurt me as well . i cant stand seeing the people i love hurt or sad and it sucks even more when the have a special , unique place in your heart , it’s locked and they only have the key to open it . no one else . only you iris . i love how you’re my fan and the leader of the jooheon fanclub , not much people are in it but it’s so adorable and you are so adorable really stop making me smile and think about you , it’s getting tiring because when i think too much my head hurts and then im like : fuck i should sleep but no sleeping is for weak . lmao watch me later on go to sleep :/ okay now im completely off topic but i could care less and i hope you don’t mind . i love you . i love you . jooheon loves his iris .
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https://youtube.com/watch?v=nx_Os9GWIyI
                 ‘ and if you ever leave i’d be super sad ‘
          hey hey wassup babygrill , i said i would write some sweet shakespeare shit didn’t ? alright claps my hands and rub them . let’s get started , you are absolutely amazing and an amazing girl , like holy shit ma i love you so much and even though you’re an admin is a year younger i still feel this need to protect you like woah , insert pensive emojee -_- you are also really ?? fracking ?? pretty ?? like dayum ma okay i see you ,, but as i am writing this , it’s 11 pm , im only online to write this and talk to a few people, and this party that we held for my aunt is over and everyone is going to bed , here i am laying down , thinking about my fav gorl in the world . also if this is really short than please forgive me amor but we haven’t known each other that but the small moments and memories that we have already made mean a lot to me and are kept in my dear heart . just like how you nuzzled your way into my heart ): i guess that’s just jazzy things lmao wait that sounds like a youtube channel name from some twelve year old girl in 2010 , JustJazzyThings . LMAO YES I DID THAT ):<  ne ways im really just rambling here but all in all , i love you my sweet little thing and you can come to me for anything and i swear on mi corazón that i will try to help , keep being the amazing person you are today , i love you again and again ,, also if anyone tries to hurt you i swear to everything holy i will throw some motherfucking hands because no one is gonna hurt that sweet precious heart of yours my sweet lul baby , hope this makes you smile , bye bye sweet tang <88