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It's still happening. I hate this feeling. 

Focusing on the positive I got my nails done. :))))

Lowkey hate when my boyfriend follows around my best friend but oil well. :/

Yassss finally made a cover for tlch that I'm satisfied with

*insecurely posts first chapter* *sweats nervously*

Honestly this has happened so many times before so like I should be used to it but like it hurts man. Like can you pls stop??? 

So like did you know I'm a really jealous person like I'm so messed up ik. And so like in public my boyfriend just kind of treats me like different ig but he has no problem making my friend laugh (I love her sm so I dont blame her) so I'm just here like do you guys want me to leave you two alone so I'm just like mad but passively aggressively upset. I wish I could get over it with like mentally just calm myself down but like I'm upset so idk what to do. And I know I'm being petty about it but I just wish I ughhhhh someone save me from this toxic mentality. SOS #SOMEONEHELPMAHONEADDICT

Kind of want to curl up into a ball and cry. Kind of want to escape my life hahahahahaha

Dude I feel so like ugh now. My bf hates being with me in public. Feel like he's ashamed of me. :/

I'm so mad at ms I totally tanked my placement exam for algebra. Ksksjksmskslxkxksksksnsnxjjx