Madison & Lauren

heartbreak is alive and real.

Hello, long time no write.
          I'm not going to give you some half ass excuse as to why I have been acting like a ghost lately. Sure, I've grown up a tiny bit, I suffer a beautiful crush, tried to find myself, and painted with tongues of the flowers from the moon washed meadows. But I feel it's not a great enough excuse as to why I can't wrap up "Sweet Night Lies" and at least give some closure to "Swears". To be straight up honest with you I'm tired as fukk with writing especially with Sweet Night Lies. But I promise I will try to finish by lets say February? (i know far away but maybe it will come sooner). I don't want you guys to feel like I've forgotten about you, because truly I haven't. I feel like I waited too long to start finishing the story and I have grown into a the gooey instead of the luster season of my life. 

even if i choose u everyday u'd never even consider me

IM SO TORN I DONT WANT TO WRITE EVER IM SOO JUST IDK IF IM SAD OR REALLY HAPPY BC I FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING I DESIRE IS BEING THROWN UP INTO THE AIR AND IM DOING MY HARDEST TO CATCH IT ALL WHEN I KNOW IT MAY NOT EVEN LAND IN MY HANDS IM SORRY

LOL TODAY YOU WERE VERY BEAUTIFUL AND WHEN I SAW YOU MY STOMACH FILLED WITH BUTTERFLIES THAT HASNT HAPPENED IN A LONG TIME I CANT WAIT TO SEE U TOMORROW I HOPE YOU ARE OKAY

I will post a little snippet of the next chapter for sweet night lies, it's a loaded part and I don't want to split it.

Why am in tears just reading your bio?! That should be a love story in itself.. I'm actually a mess 

Im so so sorry i cant write these days.. planning to write loads once i get back from vacation. I havent forgotten about you. <3

I was thinking of doing a Q&A about Sweet Night Lies. I don't know I think it would be cool?? Like how it is at the end of some books?? And I could add some questions that I think are interesting and you guys could ask me some questions and I'll add them into a bonus chapter?? I don't know. I always have crazy ideas but I don't know if anyone will like them.

Here is the 8tracks playlist I made for Sweet Night Lies! I hope you guys enjoy.
          http://8tracks.com/madsisnotawriter/glowing-lusty-emotions