lxly_lvna
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tw : mentions of sh ,, an*rexia ,, su*cidal thoughts ,, s*xual ass*ult ,, mental health issues
hey, it's me again.
i'm so sorry for being inactive for a really long time.
it's just... my mental health has gotten bad again.
and it keeps getting worse and worse day by day.
the trauma from my s*xual ass*ult is just too much for me to bear.
i got diagnosed with ptsd.
even though my cousin killed my r*pists, the trauma isn't just fucking leaving. my parents dont know at all.
‘you take the person out of the trauma, not the trauma out of the person.’
and i also have an*rexia which has made me severely underweight and let me tell y'all... i just want it to end.
i have no desire to live now.
it's just cuts after cuts after cuts and then more cuts.
a close friend of mine is struggling as well. she almost k*lled herself.
my friends at school are trying to help me, but i guess i'm stuck with this now.
i think that's enough said.
goodbye.
{ p.s. i have my finals going on atm so i'm going on an hiatus. i'll be back by 23rd of may. }
Anonymous_Author163
@lxly_lvna I am super sorry to hear all of this. It's so messed up that these things happen
Writersblock124578
@lxly_lvna I’m so sorry that this is going on…you deserve so much better. Don’t beat yourself over it, healing takes time, don’t force yourself to do too much, it doesn’t help and I can’t lose you. You are worth so much. May Allah bless you with good health and peace. And please remember I’m always here if you need to vent, we all are, you are loved.
SaraRocks14
@lxly_lvna I'm so sorry this happened. You don't deserve this at all. Vent to me as much as you like.
