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hii
luvfgyu
luvfgyu
Bruh like i expected anything.. How tf bro
I always end up hurting myself in order to make up with people about the past
And i think today was the worst of all of them but on the other hand i hung out and laughed with him
More topics to overthink about ig
Silvie1325
@luvfgyu Hey. Did something happen? Are you ok? Did he do something? Should I bring out my axe?
luvfgyu
I just feel so pathetic rn.. How stupid that no matter how much I try, I just can't find myself to let out my emotions... It's been almost a month since my papers ended and since I've become 'free' according to the society. However, I feel like this is just not what Iwanted..
It feels like my hands are tied.. The way I want to just try everything in the world but seems like nothing is working in my favour.. The smiles and laugh that escape my lips these days just feel so empty, almost like its forced out. Not even my family could understand..
Its so annoying that I'm just good at nothing.. Nothing at all.. The way I've been crying (not really) over my love life, career, health and family.. It really feels like nothing is on my side..
The talks I've had with my friends feel so empty..
It hurts when unknowingly I entered the abyss of loneliness and nothing really is helping my way out.. Nothing at all.. No one could really understand me, no matter how hard I try to explain.. It feels stupid..I pity myself.. Lol.. I wished I had someone who could just genuinely understand me and just engulf me into a hug.. But wasn't it too much to ask for, from god??
Because thats what it feels like.. Nobody actually cares about anyone else in this world and hence, why would just anyone care about me??
The thing that hurts too much right now is that I just cant cry no matter how I actually feel like.. The last month was just something I never knew I wanted in my life but now that I got it, I realised how much I needed it..
To understand the type of people I was surrounded with and no matter how much I try to change their perspective through my point of views, they just wouldn't..
Though in this world, it just feels impossible.. No matter how much I try to tell myself that its a part of life, it isnt working out at all and i just hate it so much...
luvfgyu
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@Silvie1325 aww imma cry thank you for replying and helping me out It matters so fucking much and thank you for the advice.. imma definitely try that and no it is not at all cringe, I understood what you were trying to say and i'll keep working accordingly Thank you so much, I LOVE YOU(╥﹏╥)(╥﹏╥)
Silvie1325
The main thing is YOU to be happy and YOU to be grateful.
If you feel like nothing is going your own way, think that it's how it's suppose to go. Maybe that's your fate and that you will work hard and maybe get something more better!
NOW NOW NOW.... I am Not telling you to give up and don't do anything.
I am saying is to keep trying and trying until you find your goal. Or maybe other better goal.
You do something today, or don't do anything today. Doesn't matter. You still have something or anything good in your life.
Try it. It helps. Might be cringe and difficult at first, but still try after that
If you wanna talk to someone, text me, we will talk.
bamgyutorii
Helloo, are you up for follow for follow (·ω<)
luvfgyu
Finally done with my boards (exams)!!!!
Silvie1325
Boards Tips and tricks book is ready.
Read it after your boards end.
Silvie1325
Where are you????
Silvie1325
HELLO I'M BACK!!!!
luvfgyu
Hi everyone...
Its been so long.. but idk ive been very ill recently (physically and mentally)...
Recently I've been at my lowest with no-one being there for me.. Made me feel worthless .. and my whole life till now felt like a waste of time...
Yesterday I was so depressed but then i found this book on my home page, and ngl.. this is the best story I've read till now...
The ending just felt so real.. Being a sad ending lover, this just made me realise and feel that not everything has a happy ending... Not everyone is lucky .. Some people just.. have such a fate and tbh I dont blame the person but its the fate whose being so evil ....
The emotions it had just felt so real.. the author is wonderful, would like to thank her for not discontinuing this amazing work of piece...
YOU GUYS MUST READ IT!! HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!!
https://www.wattpad.com/story/267387516
luvfgyu
Suggestion for some hot smutty/ cute fluff bl (txt X txt) open...
P.S.: I'm so bored, guys please do suggest some books, I'm so damn bored...༎ຶ‿༎ຶ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ