ᄂ Y D I Λ

suicide is a selfish act. your not thinking about what will happen to other people. unless you ask your mother. the lady who carried you for nine months. all of your friends you’ve ever had. the boy who tries to talk to you every day. and they say yes. it is disgusting that this app has so many stories that makes suicide seem okay. i’m not saying don’t write about it. but i was reading a story on here and it mentioned suicide. i have been sobbing my eyes out for 2 hours. yes i have attempted but i regret it so much. and it brought back those memories. the bad ones. i’m sorry that’s my rant.

when you go back to the toxic group of friends and they tell you to kill yourself are they the clown or are you? bc that’s a fat mood

hi guys!! i’ve got a couple things to say so don’t swipe out of this.
          
          1/4; i am completely sorry for my lack of uploading my schedule is nonexistent at the moment and i’m trying extremely hard to get back into the swing of things. 
          
          2/4; i have a group i’m trying to slowly peice together. so right now i’m working on that but will be trying to manage both. but that is my main priority. @thefixers
          
          3/4; thanks for ten fans it means a lot. more then you think.
          
          4/4; can someone please befriend me. thanks

haven’t slept in 2 days fun:)

they are going to notice she is missing. i’m going to get caught, get sent to jail. for murdering my own daughter.
          
          excerpt from a new oneshot imma be dropping soon:)

i just realized i’m in love. someone slap me out of it pls:(

i’m out of town until tuesday so i will be writing poetry and oneshots. mission 0 will be updated wendsday the 14th. ~Lydia♥️

so i haven't wrote poetry for something other then school for awhile so pls don't hate ~Lydia<3 https://www.wattpad.com/story/194380236

should i drop poetry or a oneshot thursday? actually respond pls

Hi guys! I uploaded! https://www.wattpad.com/story/192830437