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I forgot what the stinging felt like 

i feel safe posting this here cuz I know nobody irl still has this god forsaken app but I feel horrible. All that progress I’ve made for the past years, and I fucking relapsed over petty argument. I’ve forgotten what it feels like to crave pain and now that I’ve felt it again I’m scared. I don’t want to fall down the rabbit hole of self harm again. I don’t know who to talk to. I’m scared to tell my friends or therapist. I’m scared to tell my family. Idk what to do but I’m just so terrified and alone. I need someone but there’s no one I trust. 

I highkey miss roleplaying on here ... #slide into my dms 

Sad and horny in da club 

Maybe I’ll change my user to smth atla themed for the vibes 

my user makes me feel so edgy and unapproachable I feel like I need to change it

Even after all these years I’m still the same nerd and totally down to roleplay LMAO hmu  

My life just feels like an endless bruh moment sometimes 

the wattpad equivalent to sliding into dms is just asking to roleplay 

this account is so old wtf