I love R5. Somehow, I can't distance myself from this crazy band. They never cease to make me happy. 

I love listening to songs that make you think about the world. Coldplay, 21 Pilots, Switchfoot. Amazing bands, amazing people.

I love french but I'm not fluent. I love kids but I don't know if I want to have them. I'm indecisive. But what I do know is this: I love people who I can be my complete self around. I love sharing secrets and knowing that they will be kept.I love deep conversations with real, raw people.

Tennis is one of the best things in my life but I can't play it right now. Don't take anything for granted because when it's taken away from you, it's the worst feeling in the world. You know what the best feeling in the world is? Pure bliss: feeling happy. Loved. Wanted.

Writing is amazing. You are able craft an alternate universe while also implementing your own experiences and thus creating something beautiful. Something that nobody else can create. I believe writing is sacred. It shouldn't be edited or altered.

I dare you to take a walk with your headphones on, music turned up. Let your mind wander. Spend time alone. You might learn a lot. I believe that the full spectrum of emotions should be felt. Never always be happy, never always be sad.

Some boys are mean. Some boys are confusing. Some boys make the best friends you could ever ask for. You just have to find the right ones.

If you are reading this, I want to give you some advice that I live by:

Be nice when the world is mean. Don't judge before you know someone. Don't always believe first impressions. Don't change what you want for anybody. Forgive, but don't forget.

Makeup doesn't make you beautiful. You already are. Knowledge can be acquired when you take a step back and become less close-minded. Songs that make you feel feelings are magical. Don't stop listening to them.

I'm stubborn. I'm sarcastic. I'd do anything for my friends. I know what I want and I haven't found it yet.
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