Dead end zombie

If you don’t fight for what u want u won’t have it, we are living in a world of injustices, where the powerfull ones rules, and they make you think you have a control, but they are controling everything, they make you believes lies and they push you do to things you don’t wanna do and dare to tell you that it’s for your own good. Is it for my own good that i can’t decide where i want to go? Is it for my happiness that you take all of my times and my energie ? I don’t think so. This society is rotten to the core. And we are the slaves of it. And when you start to express you feelings they dare to say to you that you are bad, you have troubles with yourself. « You should take a year off maybe ». They don’t like people telling them the truth. And they truth is that they are selfish people thinking only about them self. They teach you how to not judge people but they are the first to judge you. I know who iam, and they can’t make a me zombie of this society of fake people.

Happy new year guys

U always meant something to me

If u love someone let them go especially when they don't

Don't ever fall in love it will tear you down

I hope that one day you are happy as you are pretending to be...

I was there for you when you needed me, listening to you for hours and hours, struggling with my feelings day by day, giving you a piece of my soul as the days pass.....  i was wondering until when it would last? This mess, this nonsense... i had hope things would change that we could be good , that i could help you and your problems but truth to be told i can't. You are the key the only one that can help yourself. Sleepless night, tired day. I didn't care about myself honestly. I was blinded by my feelings i thought something good was coming for me but the storm was coming and this storm looked like a rainbow. It was beautiful and so good to look at but when it gets closer to you , you are changed, left with nothing but damage. Some people could say that iam dumb and we were always nothing. Maybe that was it and i just lived in illusions all this time. I had hope but now the fire turn them to dust............. Maybe i wasn't good enough i hope one day you'll find the right way and realize all the things you did. Maybe you were just a lost soul who needed to be guided.... who knows? 

You're like a poison bcs of u iam weak. I wanna get rid of u but u are in my veins 

I feel like i make the same mistakes all over again. Iam a mistake thats why. I don't like myself so how can you? 

I hate to admit but u were right