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Hey I’m sorry baby

Soon.... we'll try again soon 

Don't think that I can stand and fight another night
          I hear the graveyard call my name
          I know this ain't the way that I should say goodbye
          We all know I'm just not the same
          To all my friends, don't you follow me
          I'm not the one to look up to
          Took so much pills, won't wake up from my sleep
          You're all so strong, keep fightin' through
          
          Don't know how long I got left in this life
          But I know my time is runnin' out
          I've known a while I'd never see twenty-five
          I feel my demons crashin' down
          (I was tryna save you, but I couldn't)
          I'm sorry that I went and let y'all down
          I promise that I fought so hard
          Years of all this pain, I'm worn out
          They'll find my body in my room

Hiiiiiii
          See my msgs over there come on the app 

https://www.youtube.com/shorts/EuRkuuSq66k
          
          
          for Hyunjins bday!!!

Mariposaaa don't leave me hanggingggg

Okay...but on a serious note...I have to tell u something life shattering.

https://youtube.com/shorts/AiDaRbavnuU?si=HFj_WIwTAaEcH9-k

@HaileyLashay14 
          
          https://youtu.be/xSTel5LYoms?si=fPmZFBJHwKuBXdIm
          
          
          This is me (⁠个⁠_⁠个⁠)

I know I seem like I'm pestering you, and I'm really sorry, its just, I don't want to see u waste ur life over someone who doesn't value it like I do. I know u can get better, I know u can change for the better. You just have to want it, and I know u want it, you just have to work towards it. I'm not saying life is gonna be all cupcakes and rainbows, cause lets be honest, when is it ever. But the reason why I wanna help u so much, is because, well two reasons, the first is because you deserve to be saved and I really want to help you, and the second is a selfish reason, and well...its because maybe if I can help you, maybe I can help me too. It's a strange thing to think, I know, but its how I think. I don't like challenges, and never would I ever have helped someone like I have helped you, or am helping you. I honestly don't know why I'm helping you, or what its gonna benefit for both of us. But I thank you for trusting me, if you do trust me. And I really appreciate all that you have done for me. I wouldn't trade a single, fallen tear that i've shed for you, over a million dollars. Or the world. I just want you to know, that u are loved, and if there's anything u want me to do, I will do it, if its reasonable, I'm not gonna steal the moon for ya, although I will paint u one and send it off to ya...lol...but just know, and I feel like I say this all the time, but I will continue to say it for however long u need to hear it. And until you start believing it urself. But u are not alone, and I'm here for you. and I love you. and ik u probs don't really care for me, but I care for you. And that's all that matters. I'm not asking for your love, although I do like it in return. I just want u to know that you mean the world to me, and never forget that Mariposa. Luv you! And stay strong, I know u can make it out!