Jacky

I fEeL iGnOrEd but ik I'm not bein ignored bc my friends r sleep bc theyee timezones r ahead of me and I havent chatted w my irl friends n a long time T^T

So Kindergarten Boyfriend(from Heathers the musical) played and it's sad when u listen to the lyrics, sure its abit weird in the beginning. But she's a lovesick girl who became depressed bc of all the bullying. Her only friend she could depend on left her behind to be w/ the cool kids and the guy she loved ridiculed her and died(and as far as she's aware he turned out to be gay). 
          
          So she jumps. And it fails. And I'm pretty sure that it hurt her heart bc she was still there. Still existing. Even tho she wanted to be in that everlasting dream. A dream that never ends. But it failed. She failed. She probably felt like nothing will ever go right for her and it breaks my heart. Bc I used to be like that. And now I realize y I hardly listen to this song. . . And now I'm crying

HOW DID I GET 25 FOLLOWERS SO FASY WTF

Imma make a story soon. . . I think, I dunno if I can get it out soon enough tho

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