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I experienced the worst hurricane I've ever dealt with and seen damage coming out of Appalachia online. 7 days after my 22nd birthday, a hurricane named Helene made landfall in the Big Bend of Florida on 9/26/24. 8 days after my 22nd birthday, on 9/27/24 Helene reached me and killed 49 of my fellow South Carolinians. 106 people in TOTAL died in Western North Carolina and Eastern Tennessee from flood waters in Appalachia. I demanded the former American leaders and FEMA to help. They did absolutely NOTHING, so I turned against them and voted red in 2024. I wanted the Hurricane Helene and Hurricane Milton victims/survivors to be helped. They have been so far..
7/23/25 marked 5 years since my first self deletion attempt. I met 2 Christian ladies on the 5th year mark last month and they prayed for me. I didn't feel sad, no emotional breakdown, and no "what if" thoughts for the rest of the day. I saw Jesus twice in my dreams the night of July 23rd, and the day after. .
A now ex best friend ( August 2019 - July 2024 ), aka known to be a Hetalia fan, turned out to be a literal N*zi. That is pretty common on the extreme left, so I'm glad I switched sides in September 2023 . July 2024, she called me messed up despite her standing up for me against Preston and sticking by my side in 2020. I can't imagine calling a real victim of narcissistic abuse and sexual assault, and someone who was passive su*c*dal 3x in 2020 and 2x in 2021.
On 10/26/24, I was at a flea market with my close Christian guy friend that he took me to and he bought me a Megumi figurine. My adoptive dad went to the hospital for his gallbladder last year that day. He was in the hospital that day, to right after the 2024 election. My adoptive mom passed out from exhaustion the day of 10/26, and she passed out from exhaustion again right after the election results were in. I was so traumatized that all on my mind was s*lf h-rm. I didn't eat and I didn't sleep.