lilith Guerra

I'm such a coward....why am I do soft hearted ? What is it that draws me back here every time...?

Leaving here is painful but I'll make it work good bye all 

I love the way it stings and how it bleeds...

I'm so fucking lost 

It's so pathetic the way I'm sitting in bed crying listening to a song and it breaks my heart 

It's times like these
          When the sorrow shadows all the laughter
          Times like these
          When the hurt goes on and on forever
          Times like these
          I wanna fade away
          
          {Emilio}

I have nothing left to give
          I have found the perfect end
          You were made to make it hurt
          Disappear into the dirt
          Carry me to heaven's arms
          Light the way and let me go
          Take the time to take my breath
          I will end where I began
          
          And I will find the enemy within
          'Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skin
          
          Dear Agony
          Just let go of me
          Suffer slowly
          Is this the way it's got to be?
          Dear Agony
          
          Suddenly
          The lights go out
          Let forever
          Drag me down
          I will fight for one last breath
          I will fight until the end
          
          And I will find the enemy within
          'Cause I can feel it crawl beneath my skin
          
          Dear Agony
          Just let go of me
          Suffer slowly
          Is this the way it's got to be?
          Don't bury me
          Faceless enemy
          I'm so sorry
          Is this the way it's gotta be?
          Dear Agony
          
          Leave me alone
          God let me go
          I'm blue and cold
          Black sky will burn
          Love pull me down
          Hate lift me up
          Just turn around
          There's nothing left
          
          Somewhere far beyond this world
          I feel nothing anymore
          
          Dear Agony
          Just let go of me
          Suffer slowly
          Is this the way it's got to be?
          Don't bury me
          Faceless enemy
          I'm so sorry
          Is this the way it's gotta be?
          Dear Agony
          
          I feel nothing anymore
          
          

Party girls don't get hurt
          Can't feel anything, when will I learn?
          I push it down, I push it down
          
          I'm the one for a "good time call"
          Phone's blowin' up, ringin' my doorbell
          I feel the love, feel the love
          
          One, two, three, one, two, three, drink
          One, two, three, one, two, three, drink
          One, two, three, one, two, three, drink
          Throw 'em back 'til I lose count
          
          I'm gonna swing from the chandelier
          From the chandelier
          I'm gonna live like tomorrow doesn't exist
          Like it doesn't exist
          I'm gonna fly like a bird through the night
          Feel my tears as they dry
          I'm gonna swing from the chandelier
          From the chandelier
          
          {Lilly}
          
          

Having a conversation and arguing with yourself is so exhausting but I have an excuse haha

God damn it why am I always the one dragged into all this fire I keep getting fucking stressed and overwhelmed can they solve there own fucking problems