Lilac 🍃🌺

a elsa frozen pin just fell on me idk what's that supposed to mean I-

                   RANDOM LONG DR UPDATE
          
          DR UPDATE  (yeah i'll do that from time to time)
          
          So I finished three long scripts of atleast 3000 words about who I am, my k-idol self and future, present (Btw In my dr I'm going back to 2012, i'm a kpop trainee)
          
          I also scripted my family, friends, future pets, social media (of friends), three of my stage outfits, schdule, skincare & hair routine and I'm now going to script my future solos because thats important
          
          I just started one called PINK 
          
          I wrote three pharagraphs of lyrics in korean which im not fluent AT ALL, composed a song and explained the lyrics  
          
          im dedicated to my dr at a level i cant comprehend
          
          (still have to find some stage outfits for this solo & compose 2 more solos)
          
          But yeah if anyone wanted some updates about my scripting

fudge.

even pick a card wont help me, theres yes than no, then maybe im so confused 
          I dont know anymore >:(

everytime i see something cool or have a new idea i want to do it, and it's honestly annoying since it doesn't help the fact I can't stick to one idea :')

(sorry for the spamming lmao)
          BUHTIHI i saw someone becoming Jennie in a dr (and she actually shifted)
          so my brain just went 'oh wow, i kinda want to make bts a mix-gender group now, and become the 8th member hahahaahaha'

like wtf i want to be a mythical so bad in my dr but my brain is like
          "imagine being a bts member, lol jk, but imagine it"

honestly i hate myself for not being able to stick to one project
          I just finished scripting my whole dr and
          like i'm  t h i s  close  to changing everything to become a bts member
          save my soul before i change everything

I cant donate to Lebanon but if some of you can : https://www.justgiving.com/crowdfunding/lebanon-relief?utm_term=Nqejg5A66
          :)

I hope everyone that was in the Lebanon explosion feel better soon and that the 27 person who arent here anymore are remembered. Fighting Lebanon !!