Zaia

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Ty love.

Ty love.

Me without you is something I chose not to think about. 
          Afraid of what may happen if I lose you.I'll spiral out of control into a never ending whole of heart break and depression because that's how you left or will I walk away with my head held high better than when I came into this. 
          That not what I'm worried about though I'm worried about how we didn't work.
          I mean you make me feel like I'm walking on air nothing can ruin the moment when I'm with you these feelings are almost too good to be true and that's the problem nothing good last forever. So how will this love story end?  We promise eachother forever but how long is forever? We use words quite clever...like through thick and thin regardless of the weather but what you don't understand is that  my heart is as fragil as glass so if you brake it I'll scream Fuck you and kiss my ass. I'm abusive by nature stuck in my old ways but maybe you can help me work through the change. Most people say its just a phase so don't stress over it. Hard work pays so why give up now we're in this together so forever may not be as long but I'm willing to enjoy the ride.
          -Zaia aka Z

I will never be what anyone desires.
          I will never be the girl you see in the magazine or on Tv.
          I will never be a size 5. 
          I will never have straight natural hair.
          I will never be lightskin.
          I will never have a phat ass.
          I will never be good enough for you. 
          

HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

I'm talking candle lights on the bathtub oil down with a back rub screaming in that pillow with your face down and your ass up