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Have u considered publishing on Neobook?

Do you publish on Neobook ? 

if the depression doesn't kill me these damn nightmares will 
          
          sincerely, a girl tired of having bad fucking dreams every single night

come back to class smelling like too much perfume and self loathing
          pull your hoodie on
          put your ear buds in and turn the music up
          lay your head down on the desk
          and try to survive yet another day 
          
          - from "high school"

new favorite song : HER by Chase Atlantic. i have been listening to this for three hours today
          
          it basically sums up my life rn
          
          GO LISTEN TO IT

“ooh, she’s always been running from love
          ‘cause daddy didn’t give her enough 
          but i can make the pain better
          all i need is one more day with her”
          
          ~ HER, Chase Atlantic

“we got these scars, you see,
          all the nights we peeled off layers of skin
          one by one by one
          hoping that if we ever got deep enough 
          we would reach heaven and be able to start over.”
          ~ seams and stitching

am i the only one that can’t stand silence? it’s so silent. it’s not peaceful for me.
          
          i’m always listening to music, especially when i’m sad because i don’t want to be left alone with my thoughts.

“and i am terrified
          i’ll never look like the person
          i hope to see
          when i squeeze my eyes shut” 
          - Almost Home, Madisen Kuhn

yesterday I went to a different Barnes and Noble than usual and for the first time ever I saw the BookTok section!! ngl I was really excited