River

I've been in a comatose state for several months (complete and utter burnout to the point of causing physical ailments) so I forgot about everything but hey I quit one of my jobs and found a better apartment so who knows maybe I'll be more creative soon I even started doodling a little recently so maybe y'all can get some more content from me

Why are there so many romance books here and why do I keep getting recommended them I think we should abolish romances here and just have a jolly good time with angst and crackfics and thoughtful continuations or reimaginings of stories we like and keep shipping to a minimum (I say this as a person who loves ships)

WHY WERE YOU READING ITS A BOOK AT   1 2   A M

Random thing, I used to write Arc like how my best friend, who is a fictive of him, was. But then they started changing and being their own person very different from their source and then it felt weird writing Arc at all because it felt like I was either writing the character wrong or I was like being rude or something to my friend for writing their source character different to them. But now that they've very much disconnected from their source practically completely it doesn't feel as weird to write Arc just as the character again so I can finally write all the stuff that was Arc-centric that I put off before. I'll probably still write him how my friend used to be more than how the character is just because that's how I think of the character now but still, I can finally write again!! I have two unposted works that I haven't been able to work on for so long that are both Arc and Say fics lmao 

Man it's so wack how long I've been out of highschool now it feels like I just got done with it but I graduated over a year ago and I'm less than a year away from being 20 I feel so weird all the time now I don't feel like an adult but I've been being an adult for quite awhile now 
          At least being a technical adult doesn't keep me from making my silly little art and my silly little writings and videos and music. At least no more than highschool did fhhdjdm.

weewoo hello again i think it would be really smart of you to check my account tomorrow, not today but tomorrow not before not after 
          i'm doing something :)

I actually updated something omg

SLAY I GOT MY ACCOUNT BACK
          
          (I couldn't access it for awhile I got signed out and Wattpad refused to let me even attempt to sign back in but I figured it out)
          
          I may start writing again since I asked to work only 4 days a week at my afternoon job so I might be able to recover from burnout enough to write again if anyone would like to still read, I can't say I'll be able to replicate the same tone I used to have or pick up where I left off since it's been long enough that I don't entirely remember the directions I was taking but I'll figure it out, I definitely won't post frequently tho cuz I just don't have the free time, I love adulthood /s

do you fucking remember me

Does anyone even like the ongoing story in the cdsjomdtd fic or am I just writing nonsense fhjdksks
          
          I'm gonna finish it either way because it's gonna be short but idk if I should bother if nobody wants to read it lmao