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oh um favorite songs atm
          uh
          wait i need to check my spotify
          
          hoax (as always) -taylor
          two people - gracie 
          
          also YALL. spotify wrapped !!!
          not gonna share mine bc it’s actually…
          something.
          
          ANYWAYS
          so
          this year
          beginning of school year
          like at the end of august
          i developed a crush right?
          and his name was the exact name as ken of taylor’s ex bfs
          so i thought it was fate right
          so i had a crush on him till a few days ago
          so that’s quite a while
          but keep in mind i’ve only ever had like three crushes my entire life
          anyways
          he’s dating someone now.
          and i’m not that type of gal who’d try to steal someone’s bf
          so
          i’m backing off
          kinda hurts ngl
          bc even tho we didn’t talk
          it felt like we did
          like it was a sort of comfort to have something to hope
          like
          now i dint have that anymore
          kinda feels empty
          oh well

heyyyyy…
          been a while huh
          ik i literally talk to myself i should go see a therapist..
          anyways
          i have a 30 in english
          and i’m a straight A student so
          that freaked me out
          cuz how the actual fvck do i have a 30 in ENGLISH
          maybe it’s bc my english teachers a b!tch
          she’s 70 years old and can’t remember to grade her students’s work and when she loses a paper she’ll blame you for it and fail you :))
          yeah
          hate school
          school sucks
          wanna drop out frfr
          anyways
          there’s mega drama in my friend group rn
          just wanna quit yk
          like
          be alone for a while
          online school would be a good reset
          can’t wait till next year
          i’ll get a whole new start
          anyways.
          almost christmas
          yay
          hurray
          ugh.
          

oh yeah update on taylor
          i’m kinda in a feud w her bc she replayed both clean and dbatc 
          so uh
          yeah

HEY GUYS !!
          yeah so i wasn’t very active for a while
          i wanna stay that way until fall break tbh
          i cannot fall behind in school bc of wattpad again..
          ANYWAYS
          SO SORRY FOR THE INACTIVE(ness?!?) 
          ok bye gotta go get ready for school now

guys i need more books

I <3 GRACIE ABRAMS

i’m ab to change my pfp and stuff.. so be warned it might be a lil messy for a few days before i figure out what i want

HEYYYYYY
          so my birthday was yesterday
          or
          ig 2 days ago now considering its 3:48 AM !!
          but yeah 6/30
          anywyas
          so i just finished a completely heartbreaking series…
          and the second book was left unupdated for like 2 years so ik for sure it’s never coming back..
          so…
          BUT ANYWAYS
          gracie and taylor sang i miss you, i’m sorry together?!!??!?
          heartbroken.
          i cannot accept this. everyone saying that getaway car was their worst loss? this one was mine. gracie and taylor + call it what you want? i’m so done.
          my heart has been shatter too many times today.
          ANYWAYS STARTING A NEW BOOK NOW WOOO
          fav song rn:
          it’s either-
          HER - chase atlantic (btw i’m absolutely in love with christian anthony)
          or
          block me out- gracie abrams (ik it’s kinda basic but like it’s been in my head all day so oh well)

heyyyy
          it’s been a long time coming
          get it?
          ANYWAYS
          so
          i saw the cast names
          and read suki waterhouse
          so i had to watch it
          and now i’m obsessed
          daisy jones and the six
          if you didn’t know
          ANYWAYS
          I NEED THE BLUE VINYL SO BAD IM NOT JOKING
          
          current taylor song i’m obsessed with:
          ok ok it’s basic
          but
          it’s stuck in my head
          the way i loved you
          might change later tho