anyway had a nice mental breakdown, wrote this. i think it's one of my best pieces
17/8/22
im so touch starved. hug me but hug me so hard my bones break and you can hear the cracks as i slowly crumple. lay with your entire weight on me and crush me until im gasping for air. fill my lungs with soft green moss and let me slowly choke as you stroke my hair telling me ill be fine. lie to me as you put the flowers onto my grave. remember me forever, and never forget. talk to my soul at nights, never realising im not there. call for me, never getting getting a response. cry for me when you know im not going to answer. lie there as you clutch onto my picture and i watch you from the stars, never had i ever felt so helpless, so far.