lamphadin

I'll forever be grateful for you people who vote and keep adding malignant to your reading lists❤️ I swear an update will come, someday... it's just that I don't have many free time. but please don't lose hope!

lamphadin

I'll forever be grateful for you people who vote and keep adding malignant to your reading lists❤️ I swear an update will come, someday... it's just that I don't have many free time. but please don't lose hope!

lamphadin

when I plotted my fantasy book's chapters I planned for them to be 22.
          there was a thing that should've happened in the third chapter if I followed my plan...
          it'll be happening in the fifth if not even the sixth chapter.
          ...I didn't take into mind the fact that I'm an absolute yapper when I write so who knows how many chapters it'll be made of

lamphadin

i don't know when spotify wrapped is coming out but these are my forecasts:
          top most listened artists:
          1) zb1
          2) taylor swift 
          3) b.a.p
          4) e'last 
          5) exo?
          
          this year I failed a bit as an exo-l ... crying 
          most listened songs:
          1) not shy -itzy (I literally spent days dancing on it ten times so I probably listened to it 40 or so times)
          2) I bet on losing dog - mitski (the time I was obsessed with lcdp and it reminded me of berlermo... now I can't listen to it anymore)
          3) not strong enough - boygenius
          4) one shot - b.a.p (MY FAV SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!)
          5) something by zb1 probably or warrior by b.a.p or casual by chappel roan

lamphadin

my mood is underground rn, we had an english test and a math test... terrible.
          The english one was ok, but the math one... I already cried two times :)
          and what's worse is that today I can't even relax, I should study because tomorrow my history of art teacher will do an interrogation, and I have to make 4 architecture boards for monday (I'm at 1 and a half...) (I emphasize 'should study' because I probably will be lying on the couch all day in despair)
          and you know, I always had very good grades,  but this year started terribly already :(

lamphadin

me when a song (no.1 party anthem) is making me want to publish my jackson avery ff that has been sitting in my drafts for months
          I don't even think I have the time to follow all these fics... but rn I feel very motivated.
          so, fem!oc x jackson avery coming soon? how do you feel about it? (not before I post next malignant chapter and first btd chapter)

lamphadin

writers who have more than one story, do you feel, too, as if your writing style changes depending on which story you write?
          for example, today I was writing the first chapter of back to december and was like 'omg this is so beautiful'
          then I wrote a bit of malignant and I was like 'god this is so horrendously written wtf is that why is my writing so bad'

pinkfelineclub

yupp. with epiphany - that was my first book that i published in a long time, and when i reread it, i find it's more so just like an oc insert rather than a story? if that makes sense. like with on a sunbeam i go more in depth with like how my character thinks at a certain time, etc. i feel like i've gotten better since then, and i feel like it might have something to do with the fact that its fxf not mxf, like epiphany. as a lesbian who reads fxf more than mxf, i'm more motivated to write that than i an when it comes to a straight relationship so that also probably comes into play, at least for me, so essentially i feel more connected to it and i can write more in depth kinda
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argentdaughter

with my first book (sad beautiful tragic) i reread it sometimes to gain some motivation and im astonished at the writing in that book it is so good. i feel like my writing style has sort of regressed over the past two years idk?? but there’s definitely major differences in writing between my two stories especially when they differ in perspectives!
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