I honestly don't know if anyone's reading my stuff anymore or if anyone was in the first place but if you are/were and were wondering where I went...
hello! I'm still here! I see all notifications and try to respond to all comments, but I haven't updated with anything new (besides my rambling) for a while because I'm focusing all of my energy towards my own recovery, school and people in my real life. Those three things take up most of my time and even when I'm free, I don't always feel as if writing a story about suicide & self-harm is a safe thing for me to do at that time.
That being said, as I progress with my recovery, I learn to face my triggers and how to cope with them healthily, as I will need to do the rest of my life. Writing Mara's story can be used anywhere from an exposure to a therapeutic, all depending on where I am and how I'm feeling. I have begun to continue writing in a controlled environment in which if I were to ever feel unsafe, I'd have many resources.
Please bear with me as I remain in the process of healing myself, even if this means I may not be able to publish chapters, or any writing, on time. I graciously hope you all could understand.
Again, I may be talking to nobody...
