ladybugandchatnoir77

Ok, who else js loves wattpad comments? THEY ARE AWESOME!! Like literally I can't with them

ladybugandchatnoir77

Ok, who else js loves wattpad comments? THEY ARE AWESOME!! Like literally I can't with them

ladybugandchatnoir77

Ok, so I'm volunteering at my dad's work right. And I'm opening cans. Wellllllll...
          
          Apparently I was using it wrong...
          
          So then Missy, who has taken up being my aunt, was like OMG GIRL YOUR USING IT ALL WRONG and all I did was look down in shame as she show e d me. 
          Then I was like, I bet you she's gonna go tell my daddy and he's gonna come in here laughing at me... and can u guess what happened not 5 minutes later?
          
          
          He came in laughing at me.
          Hmfp. 
          Have a nice day

ladybugandchatnoir77

https://youtube.com/shorts/SG3ldVcPntY?feature=shared
          
          Yall-✋ 
          
          I died. Actually physically emotionally died✋

ladybugandchatnoir77

@XxFunnyBirdxX IK I LITERALLY LOVE HER SO MUCHHHHHH
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ladybugandchatnoir77

Ihml sometimes. Like, my sister sometimes annoyed me, but like I love her so it's alright. But like, I have to wake up so early every day now an go to work. It's js alot. But yuh❤️✋

ladybugandchatnoir77

people
          I cannot for the life of me find my gosh darn airpod. I listen to music to sleep and now I lost it and forgot to look for it this morning before work and now I need to do school and I can't for the ever living life of me find it!! I've literally checked EVERYWHERE!! literally. I don't know anywhere else to checkkk. and I have 2 DAYS OF SCHOOL TO DO!! 
          
          
          so yeahhhh pray I find it please

ladybugandchatnoir77

@ladybugandchatnoir77 I found it.  literally was beside my dresser- idefk how but it was so- 
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ladybugandchatnoir77

don't u js love when u ask to have a sleepover with ur bestie bc you've had an awful weekend and your dad says no causr je don't want to find u dead 2 weeks later bc he don't now her dad-
          
          welcome to my life. current status: trying not to bawl my eyes out

XxFunnyBirdxX

@ladybugandchatnoir77 Sorry. i dont rlly wanna talk ab it atm
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ladybugandchatnoir77

Don't u js love when you have to go through your phone and delete stuff so jr little sis don't go through and tell on you.. like pics and move apps around d and mute chats. Cause ur sis has a job that u won't be at and u don't trust her AT ALL bc everytime she's had ur phone she's done told on you and made u lose it over one stupid pik like stawp 
          
          ^^ anywhere yee

Dolly-The-Sheep

@ladybugandchatnoir77 that's gotta be annoying. You should download those apps that lock other apps, like your gallery and wattpad. She'll still have access to your phone, but only to the unlocked apps. 
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ladybugandchatnoir77

Often I am upset that I cannot fall in love but I guess
          This avoids the stress of falling out of it
          Are you tired of me yet?
          I'm a little sick right now but I swear
          When I'm ready I will fly us out of here
          I'll cut my hair
          (Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) To make you stare
          (Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) I'll hide my chest
          And I'll figure out a way to get us out of here
          Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
          Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
          Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
          Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh
          Turn off your porcelain face
          I can't really think right now in this place
          There's too many colors enough to drive all of us insane
          Are you dead? Sometimes I think I'm dead
          'Cause I can feel ghosts and ghouls wrapping my head
          But I don't wanna fall asleep just yet
          My eyes went dark
          (Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) I don't know where
          (Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) My pupils are
          But I'll figure out a way to get us out of here
          Get a load of this monster
          He doesn't know how to communicate
          His mind is in a different place
          Will everybody please give him a little bit of space
          Get a load of this train-wreck
          His hair's a mess and he doesn't know who he is yet
          But little do we know, the stars
          Welcome him with open arms
          Oh
          Time is
          (Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) Slowly
          (Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh) Tracing his face
          But strangely he feels at home in this place (ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)
          
          
          This is home cavetown
          
          Awesome song
          

ladybugandchatnoir77

You know ifpts bad when u wake up with puffy eyes and three maybe 2 hrs of sleep. 
          You know it's bad when u can't calm down.
          You know it's bad when u walk down the stairs and as soon as you see your mom start bawling your eyes out.
          You know it's bad when she doesn't want u to be alone.
          You know it's bad when u ask to go to a youth group js so you can see your friends.
          You know it's bad when she says that she wants u to come in her room with her while she puts your 4 yr old sister to sleep and says she wants u in there with her.
          You know it's bad when your texting ur friend and js start yelling over text. 
          You know it's bad when u apologize and said that u got carried away.
          You know it's bad when you listen to sad music.
          You know it's bad when your eyes get puffy again and you feel is numb.
          You know it's bad when all you feel like crying for no reason and you can't stop it from happening. 
          You know it's bad when everybody js leaves you alone. 
          You know it's bad when u sit in the bath and think what happened to get belike this.
          You know it's bad when you think of that one song and play it on repeat.
          You know it's bad when the song's reassure u ain't a monster and reassure u that u ain't a cry baby. 
          You know it's bad when this one song describes you pain in literally the chorus.
          
          
          Song: panic room
          Chorus: Welcome to the panic room
          Where all your darkest fears are gonna
          Come for you, come for you
          Welcome to the panic room
          You'll know I wasn't joking
          When you see them too, see them too
          Welcome to the panic room
          (Welcome to the
          Welcome to the
          Welcome to the
          Welcome to the)
          
          This is js the signs of the START of a depression phase and you should try and stop it before it gets worse and you become suicidal and you can't sleep cause everytime u close your gd eyes, all you see is your bloody body and your mother sobbing over it and screaming "MY BABY NOO!"  
          
          

ladybugandchatnoir77

@ladybugandchatnoir77 I'm here and if u want to talk, lemme know PLEASE. Nobody needs to go through these phases. Trust me. Just going through the first one is terrifying and I wonder if I'm gonna make it out alive or if it will all end. No I don't have thoughts of killing myself, but I do wonder if it is the end when  these signs start showing.
            
            
            Anyways thanks for listening to this little rant. I hope u all have a nice day. And if u need to talk I'm here❤️. </33
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