kim neonshii

Oh I really, really, REALLY love playing with my mental health by reading the MOST traumatizing thing one could ever read, DESPITE OF AUTHOR'S SERIOUS WARNINGS SINCE THE VERY START.
          
          Do I dislike angst? Absolutely.
          Do I hate things that can be worse than it? Of-fudging-course.
          Did I still read it, ignoring all the warnings that came on my way filled with those sensitive words that were promised to be fulfilled? Heck yeah, cause I thought "It CaN't Be ThAt bAd."
          Damn it, damn it, damn it!
          
          Gifted myself a lifelong trauma because of my very own self which I swear would haunt me till the very end. Even closing my eyes makes me remember some scenes I wished I never read. But again, "I aM mAtUrE nOw, nOtHiNg fRiGhTeNs mE aNyMoRe."
          
          Arghhhh!!
          
          
          
          Moral of this whole damn yapping:-
          
          Take the author's note seriously-ALWAYS-cause they expose only 101% unfiltered truth of their story in there hashtags, intro, story warnings/description, you name it.
          
          
          
          
          
          Tip if you can help with:- how do you forget something hugely traumatic PERMANENTLY?

Guess what the best feeling is? *Doesn't even wait a moment* waking up and finding out that, because of the rainy weather, your exam got postponed!!
          (⁠●⁠♡⁠∀⁠♡⁠)

Hi kim_neonshiii I thought to message you as we both have same story I m also 17 years old science student and writing ff after reading many it's gains my confidence like you .and you are the first person whom I follow in wattpad for 1st time aa you know introvert person I m kinda of that 

Hi kim_neonshiii I thought to message you as we both have same story I m also 17 years old science student and writing ff after reading many it's gains my confidence like you .and you are the first person whom I follow in wattpad for 1st time aa you know introvert person I m kinda of that.

Hi kim_neonahiii my story is same as you as I m also 17 years old  science student and writhing ff after reading some as it's gain my confidence too so i thought to message you as we both have simmaliraties by the way  you are the first person whom I follow on wattpad actually you know introvert person I m kinda of that .

...is it just me, or 
          
          ....have you guys also used your body wash thinking it was your shampoo?

Even though Ik dreams are jus exaggerated mirrors of our emotions, some are just… fucking hellish. 
          
          Dreaming of losing one of the people you’re most attached to, the one you’re so damn dependent upon that your world feels incomplete without them, and then opening your eyes to see that very person waking you up, is a lot to process. 
          
          It doesn’t feel like just a dream, but a cruel reminder that with time passing by, your days with them are getting shorter too. And when you love someone that deeply, even the thought of being apart tears you inside, the thought being alone to leave you depressed for hours.
          
          There’s a reason why I don’t let myself get attached to people easily, because once I do, it becomes its own kind of hell for me when the moment of letting them go awaits. 
          
          And as someone who doesn’t know how to express emotions well, more like who doesn't wanna express their feelings and thoughts out openly irl, all I can do is stare at them in silence while overthinking what I saw in my dream. 
          
          Absolute mess, that's what mental health becomes.
          
          I don’t expect replies on this post,I just needed to let it out somehow of having it jus to myself and eating me away but, it does feel a lil lifting to have it out here.
          
          Thanks for hearing me yapping while you all must be fighting your own battles everyday. Means a lot.
          
          Hope you’re not disturbed though.
           
          I love you all.
          Have a good day/night ahead, bishes.

Be it my birthday or someone special to me's birthday, I’m always going to spend half the day sleeping it away~~~ (what do you mean by I jus woke up? *gives a crooked smile*)

That feeling when you're up late at night, only to find that your sir is too—posting random messages at freaking 3:30 in the morning in classgroup. Sleep, man! (The audacity!)

Honestly… I tried updating as much as I could this month.
          
          I really wanted to at least complete my book, "A Blessing".
          
          But… aish.
          
          With the impending assignments and holiday homework waiting to be completed before I return to a place run by demons (my lovely teachers) asking for their meals (the assigned homework), I need to disappear for a while.
          
          But, no issues! I’ll try to update as much as I can and complete the stories as soon as I get the time.
          
          Have a great day/night ahead.
          
          I love you all.
          
          See you guys soon!