keiko_keith

As I am writing this, it has been 15 hours since the announcement of the death of Alex "Technoblade". If you haven't watched his final video and don't plan to, no worries.
          	
          	You are completely valid. For those of you who are grieving alongside the community, it's okay to grieve. I can't begin to imagine how his close friends and his beloved family feel about all this. The pain of losing a loved one, a friend, is unimaginable.
          	
          	I had always seen myself in Technoblade. Having only been 5 years younger than him and with a similar personality and set of interests, I related easily to him. He helped me learn to accept myself, flaws and all. I must agree with his words, I really am a nerd.
          	
          	His videos had been a great comfort to me throughout my life.
          	
          	I remember watching him play Skywars on the school laptops the first day of high school as a traumatized teen.
          	
          	I remember watching him a year and a half later,. I remember watching him mess with Phil and Tommy with his goons before the pandemic caused a worldwide shutdown.
          	
          	I remember the 2nd Potato War, after I had just started grade 9 and my school left for Spring Break, none of us returning. He was there, winning the Minecraft Championship with the rest of SBI, keeping a smile on my face as I prepared for high school .
          	
          	

keiko_keith

As a quote from genshin impact 
          	  zhongli
          	  
          	  " he will continue to shine like gold in my memories"
          	  
          	   
          	  
          	  "If I had another hundred lives, I think I would choose to be Technoblade again every single time, as those were the happiest years of my life." -Technoblade, 
          	  
          	  
          	  
          	  "so long nerds", June 30th, 202
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keiko_keith

For those who may not know, there has been merch released in remembrance of Technoblade. A portion of the proceeds will be going towards fighting cancer. You can also directly donate, if you have the means to do so.
          	  
          	  "And I hope you all go on to live long, prosperous, and happy lives, because I love you guys." - Technoblade, "so long nerds", June 30th, 2022
          	  
          	  Let's do exactly that. Let's move forward, sorrow and all, and show him that we can live on. He's watching us, always has and always will.
          	  
          	  I read that once you die to cancer, the cancer dies too. You don't lost, it's a draw. And Technoblade never loses.
          	  
          	   
          	  
          	  He will be remembered as an effortlessly talented, intelligent, friendly and witty man.
          	  
          	   
          	  
          	  So long, my favorite nerd. You have been, and always will be, the one and only Blood God. I can't wait until we meet in the afterlife, so I can thank you and then give you a piece of my mind for that remembrance merchandise. Only you would do such a thing. I've never felt so happy in years
          	  
          	  I have no regrets on watching you Technoblade,
          	  
          	   
          	  
          	  You said that if you hundred more lives, I think I would choose to be Technoblade every time, and I would choose to be your fan and supporter every single time, long live the king.
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keiko_keith

I remember watching him go against Dream for $100,000 during my first semester, days after my brother was born. Even as my high dreams slipped through my fingers, and I felt like a complete failure, falling into a deep depression, so close to ending it all, his content kept a stupid smile on my face.
          	  
          	  I passed my grade and I'm now in grade 12 all thanks to him.
          	  
          	  The world genuinely lost an amazing person. He has inspired so many, and so many rediscovered their passions and purpose thanks to him. Out of everything he's said, he was right about many things. I miss Technoblade very much, but, true to his word, he never dies. Technoblade never dies because he will forever live in us all. His memory and his impact will live on in the lives that he touched.
          	  
          	  It's okay to grieve, it's okay to feel lost. I, for one, am devastated. I have not cried this much and have not felt so much pain since the passing of my father Figure and my baby sister 3 years ago.
          	  
          	  We must remember to get back up again. Even if it feels hard and impossible, we can do it. We much live our lives to the fullest, no regrets. It's what he would have wanted. Continue to write your poems, your stories, your songs. Draw to your heart's content, play new games, cook new foods, try new things. Hug those around you. Tell someone you love them. Look at the stars, learn something new and exciting, help someone out. Life is too short for us to take it for granted.
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keiko_keith

As I am writing this, it has been 15 hours since the announcement of the death of Alex "Technoblade". If you haven't watched his final video and don't plan to, no worries.
          
          You are completely valid. For those of you who are grieving alongside the community, it's okay to grieve. I can't begin to imagine how his close friends and his beloved family feel about all this. The pain of losing a loved one, a friend, is unimaginable.
          
          I had always seen myself in Technoblade. Having only been 5 years younger than him and with a similar personality and set of interests, I related easily to him. He helped me learn to accept myself, flaws and all. I must agree with his words, I really am a nerd.
          
          His videos had been a great comfort to me throughout my life.
          
          I remember watching him play Skywars on the school laptops the first day of high school as a traumatized teen.
          
          I remember watching him a year and a half later,. I remember watching him mess with Phil and Tommy with his goons before the pandemic caused a worldwide shutdown.
          
          I remember the 2nd Potato War, after I had just started grade 9 and my school left for Spring Break, none of us returning. He was there, winning the Minecraft Championship with the rest of SBI, keeping a smile on my face as I prepared for high school .
          
          

keiko_keith

As a quote from genshin impact 
            zhongli
            
            " he will continue to shine like gold in my memories"
            
             
            
            "If I had another hundred lives, I think I would choose to be Technoblade again every single time, as those were the happiest years of my life." -Technoblade, 
            
            
            
            "so long nerds", June 30th, 202
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keiko_keith

For those who may not know, there has been merch released in remembrance of Technoblade. A portion of the proceeds will be going towards fighting cancer. You can also directly donate, if you have the means to do so.
            
            "And I hope you all go on to live long, prosperous, and happy lives, because I love you guys." - Technoblade, "so long nerds", June 30th, 2022
            
            Let's do exactly that. Let's move forward, sorrow and all, and show him that we can live on. He's watching us, always has and always will.
            
            I read that once you die to cancer, the cancer dies too. You don't lost, it's a draw. And Technoblade never loses.
            
             
            
            He will be remembered as an effortlessly talented, intelligent, friendly and witty man.
            
             
            
            So long, my favorite nerd. You have been, and always will be, the one and only Blood God. I can't wait until we meet in the afterlife, so I can thank you and then give you a piece of my mind for that remembrance merchandise. Only you would do such a thing. I've never felt so happy in years
            
            I have no regrets on watching you Technoblade,
            
             
            
            You said that if you hundred more lives, I think I would choose to be Technoblade every time, and I would choose to be your fan and supporter every single time, long live the king.
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keiko_keith

I remember watching him go against Dream for $100,000 during my first semester, days after my brother was born. Even as my high dreams slipped through my fingers, and I felt like a complete failure, falling into a deep depression, so close to ending it all, his content kept a stupid smile on my face.
            
            I passed my grade and I'm now in grade 12 all thanks to him.
            
            The world genuinely lost an amazing person. He has inspired so many, and so many rediscovered their passions and purpose thanks to him. Out of everything he's said, he was right about many things. I miss Technoblade very much, but, true to his word, he never dies. Technoblade never dies because he will forever live in us all. His memory and his impact will live on in the lives that he touched.
            
            It's okay to grieve, it's okay to feel lost. I, for one, am devastated. I have not cried this much and have not felt so much pain since the passing of my father Figure and my baby sister 3 years ago.
            
            We must remember to get back up again. Even if it feels hard and impossible, we can do it. We much live our lives to the fullest, no regrets. It's what he would have wanted. Continue to write your poems, your stories, your songs. Draw to your heart's content, play new games, cook new foods, try new things. Hug those around you. Tell someone you love them. Look at the stars, learn something new and exciting, help someone out. Life is too short for us to take it for granted.
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keiko_keith

On 23 of this month my great grandmother pass away.....

kk200914

@1234567aph thats so sad. my great grandmother also died last year
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keiko_keith

@1234567aph it was! I have another tomorrow and more crying for me
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DahRadSkeleDude

 @1234567aph 
            No problem, I bet the service was beautiful 
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keiko_keith

Hello!!!
          Okay first of all. . .
          
          OMG THANK YOU ALL FOR 100 FOLLOWERS!!!
          
           And second I haven't been on for so long and here's why
          
          I logged out of my account and when I try to get back get it wouldn't let me and I was using my cousin's tablet and I couldn't get into my phone for my email or Schools email I was using that ever since I started
          
          They told me to reset my password and I couldn't get my phone back because a toxic person took my phone away and claim it as theirs and guess what happened she got drunk and lost it!
          
          I know apparently I hadn't realized was living under a very domestic relationship household because I was used to living like that because of my mother and my dad who raised me
          
          So uncle's girlfriend is very abusive when she's drunk and she's constantly drunk always begging for money and yeah....
          
          Anyways I'm made a second account called @12344567keiko-aph 
          
          And made a few books on there I never realized how much you all loved my books on here it made me realize how much it means to me that I am a very clingy writer but also creative and I like to think all of you for that
          
           I also like to take all these people that made and help me with my books
          
          When I first started I didn't know what I was doing but I got so inspired by other people's book that I wanted to make my own
          
          I was scared sensitive and most likely frightened I used to be abused back when I was a kid so I constantly always said sorry (I still do but not as often)
          
          And throughout the entire summer it was pretty calm because I went over to my Grandma's place she took me in bc of how are things are over there
          
          Also two weeks ago and 5 days my little brother was born
          But before my brother was born my other grandpa almost died taking too much medicine he's very old I got scared about losing someone in my life it already so many times
          
          
          
          Wow that's basically what happened and what happened with my life again thank you so much for all the support!!!!!
          

keiko_keith

I'm so piss 
          
          I've been working on my book when it says it's not working and everything I had work on gone!!!
          
          Like AAAAAAHHHHHHH-

JayWasLost

@ 1234567aph  youre welcome im sorry bout the late reply
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JayWasLost

@ 1234567aph  when the chapter your writing gets deleted its not a glitch, happened to be before in the first chapter of Hidden secret. I wrote over 2k words and was ginna continue but it got deleted, I'd say calm down for a bit then try to write it again trust me it would be better than what you wrote in the begining
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keiko_keith

So one of my younger siblings decided it would be okay to go through my books and delete the chapters so I'm just going to have to do sneak peeks on them while I rewrite them all

Nightstar246

Take your time
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keiko_keith

@yes_that_happended thanks for understanding TwT
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yes_that_happended

@1234567aph smh thats just.... no. looking forward to the sneakpeaks though
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