kayvex

SWS 7, Bucky POV: “I am sitting on a table covered in homemade vibrators while gasoline passes through my kidneys, ready to get down on my knees and beg this woman I met two days ago to go to sleep and let me organize her apartment.”

Danaries0

I love this so much
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fed56678

Hi girl, i wanted to dm you but its kidnapper impossible. I dont want to disturb you but I think yesterday you blocked me (not this account) because of a comment I post in soft robotics. I just wanted to clear the air. The comment was an immediate reaction and it wasn’t absolutely an insult. It wasn’t my intention to offend you, so no need to take that negatively especially cause I didn’t insult you or anything I just expressed politely a reaction. No need to block me girl, lots of love 

kayvex

SORRY IM REUPLOADING POETIC JUSTICE WITH THE NEW TITLE “SOMEWHERE SAFE” BECAUSE I REWATCHED THE ENTIRE INFINITY SAGA AND WROTE 40K NEW WORDS FOR THAT PROJECT THIS MONTH I JUST NEED TO TIDY AND STRING THEM TOGETHER. WILL BE REUPLOADING THE FIRST 5 CHAPTERS WITH REVISIONS TAILORED TO MY NEW PLOT THIS WEEK AND THEN ALL NEW CHAPTERS OKAY HANG ON HANG ON IM DOING SOMETHING OKAY LET ME GO IM DOING SOMETHING

kayvex

Okay, update (not announcing this to prevent being annoying, this is just for if anyone (me included) is looking for my plans)-- 
          
          I just spent all afternoon/evening yesterday reading my own work with undivided focus for hours, so the interest is back.  Some of it makes me cringe/sigh, though, because of course it was just self-indulgent fun, but I keep thinking GODDDD this scene could be so much better if I hadn't just put the first random thing to pop into my head because I thought it would be funny and I was allergic to ever using a second idea. lol.
          
          Anyways I think I'm going to "rewrite" all 4 of my books, starting with Soft Robotics and Little Wars. Soft Robotics is going to become the draft I was working on called "Poetic Justice" because it basically has the same story, except I treated the writing process like it might be a real book I might pitch to an agent with, like, real plot and tension etc. 
          
          For Little Wars, I realized I didn't hit my stride until like 70k words and a year into into that book lmfao. I read it all the way through yesterday, hit around chapter 18 (wherever that chapter-long cuddling scene is) and was like "ohhhhh, THIS is the book." That hiking scene? UH, YEAH. I'm gonna cut down a lot of extraneous stuff and work on the pacing. I think that book can really work.
          
          So once I get those drafts done I'll start re-releasing them.

Danaries0

Very exciting!!!!  I LOVED SOFT ROBOTICS.  
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elelemm

omg so excited!! 
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cuntasha

Really excited to hear this!! I loved little wars so much. I hope all is well with you <3
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kayvex

Going to see Thunderbolts in hopes that Marvel Laboratories has produced enough successful broody sexyman scenes to reactivate my conditioning and trigger a recurrence of my Bucky fixation for the next 1-2 years, wish me luck. If you hear from me in the next 3 days it means the trial worked. I’m off my meds again, and I have been reacting with an involuntary interest suggestive of classical conditioning in preliminary exposures to all the f*cking ads I keep getting for this f*cking movie, so conditions are promising

kayvex

Marvel: look here’s a bunch of Bucky shots that make u nostalgic for other times u have seen Bucky, doesn’t this make u fondly remember all the other times Bucky has been Bucky
            
            Me: *sighs, opens laptop, pays for 1 month of Disney plus*
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kayvex

note: I also like Florence Pugh
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kayvex

Hey y’all sorry I’ve been gone; I’ve been working on an original project. Would anyone read if I put a high fantasy romance book on kindle unlimited? Think ACOTAR setting-wise but with the style of my books (chaotic MC, banter, etc) on here. Not sure how much the readership would overlap but maybe some? Idk. I’ve been working on it for about a year and it’s close to done.
          
          I want to update my fanfics too; I haven’t abandoned them. I just gotta work a day job too to pay the bills lol. Combined with some life stuff, it’s been a lot! But Maisie and Grace continue to bounce around my head. If I don’t update Remains before Halloween, someone please send me hate mail <3

Cory5591

@kayvex is read it.  You’re an amazing writer.  Hope you’re doing well.  I really enjoyed your books!
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this-is-unhealthy

I’ll read it!!! 
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