kaylyd
To all my readers, and to the many friends I've made since: I imagine you've noticed that I haven't uploaded a single story for almost a month; Goodbye, I Like You Too has been a month and a half. I also imagined that all of you may be wondering if maybe I have abandoned it all. I wish I could assure you that I'm not, or that I'm just encountering a writer's block. But I can't. I'm just not in a very good state right now. I know I've made these statements quite a few times, but that really is the truth. I was in the process of writing when something happened and I had an emotional breakdown. Since then, I haven't been myself at all. I have just started talking to my mother again, I can't even get myself to listen to music, even though I love to sing very much. I just feel sad and desolate. Though not that I haven't been trying. I really love writing. And I value those who love my stories so much. It's one of the things that makes me happy. But every time I stare at the words, my mind just goes blank and no words come out. And it breaks me to realize that my heart isn't in it like it was before. I still love to write, but there's this big wall around me that ultimately stops me. So I have decided to take a break from writing altogether. Even though it hurts to say that, I think this is the best solution I can give myself. I know this is quite long so I'll end this by saying sorry. I'm really sorry if I failed you all. I love you guys but I really need to choose myself this time. If and when I'll get back, I don't know, but hopefully I'll get myself together soon because this experience has been the happiest moments of my life. Writing doesn't only help me, I've bonded with a lot of people too (even though we share different time zones). Having only three friends whom I can really trust in real life, none of them knows that I write. So to have bonded with a lot of people who share my interests made me really happy. I really hope you will all understand. ILY!
mae_lancholic
Take it slow. One step at a time lang. I totally understand you kayll. I am not in a good state too. :( My job is taking a toll on my mental health and I just want to quit anytime soon. Sending you virtual hugs. – Your bisaya friend
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cassiopeiacaph
@kaylyd don't be sorry, you didn't fail at anything. Rest well okayyy, you shouldn't be pressured to do writing, we want you to enjoy it. <3 m always here if you want to talk
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noxpurple07
@kaylyd kayyllll, i miss you so much. I'm sending you big virtual hug, babe. Don't be sorry. Take your time to relax. You can continue your works whenever you're ready :')
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