Kat

I'm not like any usual teenage girl. Far from it. I'm quiet, but if you know me, I'm loud. You never know what's going on in my mind, because, even I don't. I try to act normal. Not depressed. Happy. My mask has gotten believable... until I get into an upset mood. But the thing about showing emotions for me, is that if I show any sign of anger or sadness, my mom thinks I automatically need to go back onto my meds. I don't cry in public unless I have to. Like at a funeral, or getting hurt so bad the pain is so excruciating that I can't hide it anymore. And trust me, I have a REALLY HIGH pain tolerance. I'm happy-go-lucky when I'm not focusing on the depression eating its way into my soul. I have THE greatest boyfriend EVER! I always thought I could only dream of a guy this great, sweet, passionate, adorable, funny, talented, loving, and musically inclined. But my dreams came true. Which is the most I could ask for. A roof over my head, food in my stomach, clothes on my body, shoes on my feet, and the greatest companion to go on any adventure through life with. I  mean, I guess my life is pretty great, but it definitely has some downs to go with all these ups.. Such as no one understanding me. But I guess it's hard to do that when I don't understand me, myself.... that's still a work in progress.. I'm a country girl at heart, but I have a very open mind, which is why no one gets me. Because my mind is SO open that it's always going 90mph... i love horse back riding, swimming, sports, muddin', animals (of any kind), cooking (although I don't do much baking because its less hands on and  forget it's in the oven sometimes (rarely))  and I LOVE singing... even though I've had this HUGE  stage fright problem since 3rd grade.. But I'm slowly getting over it. I'm 15, almost 16 on February 10th. I guess that's all the basics. Kik is lovelyflirtyfunkat (don't ask I was 11) and snapchat is kaysgurlkat9 People say I give good advice, so if you need any hit me up.. XOXOXOXOXOX :)