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Guys I usually vent on here but now I know my friend irl follows me here I was gonna vent about my crippling anxiety over my crush on two of my closest friends which happen to be my Neighbour from across the road and my best friend from like 4th Grade help-

I lost someone today. I lost my best friend and only pet, to poison. I hope she rests in peace, and is having the time of her life in heaven.
          
          “I will make you queen of everything you see.
          I’ll put you on the map,
          I’ll cure you of disease.”
                     ~ House Of Gold

Hey look I’m alive. Wow great.
          
          Also don’t you love the feeling of betrayal you get when your friends flat out tell you they think that you’re faking your own depression because of the way you act, without even thinking that the way you act is fake and you really do have a mental illness, but they refuse to believe you because you’re the friend that always makes people smile with jokes, the friend that always seems fine, the one who gives them free food because they forgot to pack lunch and you’re ‘not hungry’? Yeah me too it’s great! 

You know the feeling you get when you wanna get your butt outta bed and draw or eat food or watch movies, but you don’t have a TV in your room unlike all your friends, so you can’t, and you almost broke your neck in your sleep, which caused you to not be able to bend your neck at all, so it just kinda has to lean on one side all the time to prevent it from getting worse, because you can’t afford to get a neck straightener thingy, so you’re bedridden? Yeah, I do too.

OK. I KNOW I’VE BEEN GONE A WHILE. BUT HEAR ME OUT.
          
          So there’s a season 4 of boku no hero academia (also known as my hero academia) and I am PSYCHED FOR IT DON’T GET ME WRONG. But I have learned there will be ANOTHER CHAPTER THE DAY IT COMES OUT AND I’M LIKE AAAAAAAAAAA-
          
          P.S this is random but when I typed boku no hero academia, it autocorrected it to holy hero academia, so BNHA is holy confirmed.

Oh sure! I’m always up for some fanfic reading!

I’m gonna vent real quick. If you don’t wanna hear it, ignore it.
          
          
          Society fvcking sucks. I was just scrolling through Tumblr a while ago and I come across a thing about feminism, rape, death, etc. I read that there are lots of stories about crazy ex girlfriends, right? But there aren’t many crazy ex boyfriend stories. The only reason, is that most women don’t make it out alive.
          
          When I read that, I was really shocked. Also, apparently, where I live, one woman is killed by someone they love every week. That’s another life ended by pure anger and jealousy. This is why I refuse to go outside.
          
          There was another article about a little girl getting suspended. Me, being the curious person I am, went and looked at it. Now let me tell you what it said. The principal of the school she went to suspended her because she was talking about things she should know at her age, and her parents should be ashamed to have taught her about it, which is really stupid.
          
          Now the things she was talking about, she was yelling at a boy who was bullying her friend, and she said multiple things about suicide and harmful words, comparing the game to hangman.
          
          It was really shocking to read about this girl, who, may I remind you, was standing up for her friend, and she was telling off a bully that hurt her friend’s feelings. But the principal decided to suspend her, and for what reason? She shouldn’t know this stuff already.
          
          FVCK THAT, STUPID PRINCIPAL.
          
          Even if someone is really young, if they can already handle it, then tell them so they won’t make that mistake!!
          
          
          I could go on but I’m sure you’ve read enough. Sorry for wasting your time with my problems, love you~

Well, the deed is done.

So, no one has answered the last update below this one since it was posted. So, I’m going to stop writing 2 of my books. You can’t get me to change my mind.
          
          Tell me which ones to stop writing and I will tell everyone one those stories. If you don’t, I will have to choose myself.
          
          Thank you for reading, and please tell me which of my stories I should discontinue.

Ok, so, instead of deleting some of my books, why don't I just discontinue those one's? If you don't want me to delete them, this is the best option I cold come up with. Sorry guys!