Llana

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Hi! Thanks for adding "Before It's Too Late" to your reading list. Hope you like it.

I rlly hope no one sees this cuz idk where else to put this, my notes is..... Full of random things, same with my other notes, and i need an app that gets me motivated to write...yeah and that's Wattpad, but i need pretty letters/fonts where it looks like a pretty handwriting where i can put anything there... 

Aishh I hate how unorganized i am... And it's summer.... And i feel like I can't do anything and that i can't go out cuz i always have to take care of my baby sister and we're sick and idk how to go out and where i could go if I went out..... Man- it sucks when I never went out all my life except for when I need to or when my family went out ahhhh I'm gonna turn 16 this year for goodness sake.
          
          
          FUCKING SWEET 16 AND I NEVER EXPERIENCED LIFE.....
          
          
          Meh I could do that when I'm an adult... But when I'm an adult then I gotta rely on someone just to know what to do- argh this is how it feels when you need your parents consent all your life and is scared of them cuz they make you feel insecure cuz yk how their gonna answer so you don't ask them.... :(( 
          
          I'm such a big baby fuck.
          
          Then I got these plans in life.... But... Yeah the problem is I keep on thinking about dying and how humanity is just not it for me and how the world is about to end and everything, and I'm just here procrastinating on everything and questioning everything- wait i even procrastinate on thinking about things wth 

My mom is mad or uhh stressed asf, decided to be bitchy with my sooo I copied her, but bitchier, now she's emotional asf- then I was chilling, checked my ears if the small piece of diamond earring that she made me wear was still there, it wasn't. Oop- 
          
          I tried remembering where I last put it or seen it or wore it, I can't remember. I tried finding it in the bathroom cuz I take it off before baths or when it comes to washing my face with my ears and all, I didn't find it and I'm guessing that it went down the drain... Or probably fell on the toilet, idk. Buut she's mad, stressed, and emotional rn, if I told her... I think I'd die- cuz this, then my unfinished projects that are already due and the school just finished and it's supposed to be summer vacation and all, BUT I haven't told her how i don't pass most of my projects but still pass on my card. Then imagine her knowing what I did. UGHHH. Can't i just hide from all these???

Thanks for adding Icarus to your reading list. Please vote/ comment. I hope you like it. 

I have lost the motivation to study calculus... And we have a test tomorrow... I didn't even do the worksheet for calculus... I'm not boasting ab it... Lemme just Google the answers...  I just wanna read all day... We have a test tomorrow.. tomorrow is Saturday... Why do we always have a test on Saturdays... My mind don't work on weekdays and they expect it to work on weekends... Yey me haha...
          
          
          YK you can imagine me just sighing my ass off while saying these-

OK SO I SUDDENLY REMEMBERED THAT ONE MAFIA BOOK
          
          uhh the mom was raped, had three kids, 2 boys, 1 girl, the girl reminds the mom of the rapist, so she gave the girl to the rapist, but the dad sent her back, then the mom dies, the triples aren't close, i mean well the guys are, but when their with the girl.. nah they don't really like her, and since the mom was dead, they were sent to their moms family, anddd yeah that's all i remembered, and the girl is assigned to kill the mom too-

Currently addicted to "Yema" and if anyone's asking, it's food not drugs–

Should I or should I not... edit and rename my reading lists??? Like bruh idk it's hard to organize it but i kinda want to yk