jupiter_bxbyx

hello!
          due to my inactivity, i think i’m going to take down most of my books
          the only one i’ll leave up will proooobably be thief, as it’s got the most publicity and attention and if there are people who genuinely enjoy it, i’d rather not take that away :]
          and if you only follow me for social reasons, this won’t affect you too much, so celebrate, i guess

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4d0PyRDa99XMhAEt3135Gm?si=mnlYchPRQN-q0JMOfHzHTg&dl_branch=1
          also sorry for double announcement

everything stays, right there where you left it, everything stays, but it still changes, ever so slightly, daily and nightly, in little ways, when everything stays…
          still crying because of technoblade dhmu

me? crying for six hours because of mf technoblade? abso-fucking-lutely and i have no shame in that fact because he is my comfort streamer and when something bad happens to my source of comfort, i have nothing left to fall back on so i resort to sobbing

song lyrics i’m hyperfixating on for absolutely no reason at the moment
          
          —could i interest you in everything, all of the time?
          —oh, did anybody ever say no to you? (also i’m claiming this song as my theme song. i don’t take criticism)
          —they tell me i’m a god, i’m lost in the facade
          —bye bye, baby blue, i wish you could see the wicked truth, caught up in a rush it’s killing you
          —i’ve been scared of sleeping with the lights on, know she’s not there, i know, she’s going to his flat
          —they say sex sells, we know that
          —is he better than me? has he seen more to this life?
          —and i hate to say it, but your sister was right, don’t trust english boys with far too much free time
          —i’m not wearing my usual lipstick i thought maybe we would kiss tonight
          —i had all and then most of you, some and now none of you
          —if i could tell her, tell her everything i see
          —do me a favour, and break my nose
          —i’m the right one on your touch-tone, touch-tone telephone, I’m the only one on your am, am radio
          —a handsome motherfucker motherfucking looking back at me
          —the syndicate is looking for a couple new friends
          —i’m covering my ears like a kid, cause when your words mean nothing i go la la la
          
          i feel like i’ve just called myself out as an mcyt fan more than anything else. help. feel free to guess the songs :)

gonna be offline for at least a week (idk how long specifically) because i’m seeing family in another state and won’t have access ): 
          howeVER i also wanna discuss the three lovely dsmp quotes i just put in my bio. villain supremacy <3

just discontinued my mha fanfic and now feeling intense guilt because i have an extreme fear of disappointing other people but also kinda relieved because i’ve been avoiding finalizing the decision to publicly discontinue it for a long time and now i’ve done it and don’t have to stress anymore, feeling good
          (if you get my reference ily)

hi so i’m gonna be kinda dead for like a week and won’t be replying to comments, dms, or posts to my page. same goes for anyone that has me on discord or anything, but i’ll try to reply to everything as soon as possible ^^

i want everyone to be aware of the dream smp horror oneshot i just posted to my book of oneshots

https://youtu.be/hV3c3LbEeZc
          i feel like sometimes we forget that he’s a seventeen year old american boy. and then he does this, and we’re violently reminded