Trans gran still slowly gaining a feeling for being a me as a femme ,Irish living in Southern Europe. Lived  en-femme in France for 3-4 years with my lesbian wife,which eventually all fell apart with me finding myself left completely alone and devastated. A complete shock which meant i pretty well reverted to a less femme me,inside of me the hurt gnawed at my soul and soon enough i became determined to be a girl even more so than before ,just now i did not need to dress i just became the complete girl on my inside. I have remained faithful to that little girl now and no one knows or can take her away again . Age has caught up with me and yet still she is here and i fall in love as easily now with other gurls as much as i ever did.I really look forward to reading the mtf stories,the romance of lesbian dreams, and the controlled strict stories of forced feminisation,of course any new friends too