Jess Ritter

I am a 14 year old girl who is suffering everyday. I cry myself to sleep most nights.  every few years someone who I care for is taken away by the thing we fear most but don't know it.  I so lonely most of the time. The people I love are scared of me and think I'm a monster  and if need taming so they send me away were I can be tamed. They don't know that there is something deep down in me crying out for help.  I'm damaged in ways that can't be fixed. Not even a miracle can fix it. Maybe one miracle could heal me ,but it will never happen because it is for humans and even the Lord himself. If the Lord can't do it then no one can. so I will always be broken in some ways. 
                                                                                 RIP
                                                  - Dad
                                                  - Mom (still living but dead in my heart)
                                                  - Mom Mom
                                                  - Pop Pop 
                                                  - my dog Max
                                                  - River my dear friend
                                                  -  Every I left behind in my previous Foster homes!
                                                  -  MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!