jenncosplay6
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Me= m.c scared, im basicaly alone sleeping in my basement with only my mother whos sleeping upstairs and i theres a door that leds To a other door that leds outside and even thaugh its locked im scared someyone would juste kick down both doors like monty breaks the gate in the second oficial security breach trailer, then theres my nyctophobia whos saying not To fall asleep cause who knows if your alone in the dark maybe theres a spirit waiting To murder you in your sleep...then i get my usual rounds of nightly intrusive thaughts and overthinking. Then i get hungry for some resons so i go for a snack...then i try to fall asleep but my enxiety is like dont sleep on the edge of the bed or els the ol grey wolf will comme and grab me by my side and drag me To the forest deep beaneath the quacking trees. Then i realise my monty plushie is not in my arms anymore i look for it, i find it then i try to sleep but my delayed sleep faze makes me toss and turn around To find a good sleep position and nothing is good enough but then i find a good sleep position turn on my odio books To fall asleep To...1 hour later I FINALY FUCKING FALL ASLEEP AND THe NEXT MORNING MY ALARM WAKES ME THE FUCK UP AT 9: 46 AND I ONLY HAD 2 FUCKING HOURS OF SLEEP!
