jayaelapi_

i checked my sayanee book, it's a book i made when i was 12. and damn the fame i had wahaha.

jayaelapi_

why take the things i've been enjoying tonight away so quick? when i want to cry a little longer because i enjoy it, you made me stop so quick. when i laugh a lot and i enjoy it, you made me stop quick. can't a girl do things she enjoyed a lot ATLEAST LONGER THAN THIS?! i'm tired of the pain. i'm tired of thinking so much. can't you atleast give me peace. let me do things i enjoy without thinking so much. if i want to cry, or laugh, or shits. i just want to feel peace. and yes, WITHOUT THAT HEAVY FEELING IN MY CHEST.