jajax93

No updates for a while from me. Just because I personally feel like updating stories right now is disrespectful (?). 
          	
          	For those who are posting personal stories about their experiences with mental health, thank you. Thank you for trusting us with something so deep and personal. Thank you for choosing to share snippets of your souls with. Thank you for choosing to continue to learn and live and love, despite the darkness this world can bring. I cannot promise when, but I can promise it will get better. 
          	
          	To the Lustre family, my deepest condolences. I can't even imagine what could be going on in all of your minds. I can only send my sincerest prayers and condolences. To Nadine, thank you for being you. Thank you for always doing all you can for your loved ones, even if it means remaining strong when all you wanna do is cry.
          	
          	To Isaiah...  One of the reasons I never clicked on your profile when I had access to it earlier this year was because I felt like I was prying into your life (and I had no right to see it because you weren't choosing to share it with me). It's why I hate that it spread around like wildfire before the people who really needed to see it saw it. But had I known and actually clicked, I would've thanked you for being so raw in your writings; for showing the vulnerability of a person who only wanted to love and be loved (but never really saw and felt it). 
          	
          	Happy Birthday, Isaiah. I hope you finally found the happiness, love, and peace you always craved for... you deserved and still deserve it.

candidwrites

I MISS U AMD UR UPDATES

candidwrites

@jajax93 I'M SENDING YOU LOTS OF LOVE AND HUGS
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jajax93

@candidlustre I miss you too!! I got a case of writer's block. I know what I want from it, just don't know how to write it. BUT IT'S COMING, I PROMISE.
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jajax93

No updates for a while from me. Just because I personally feel like updating stories right now is disrespectful (?). 
          
          For those who are posting personal stories about their experiences with mental health, thank you. Thank you for trusting us with something so deep and personal. Thank you for choosing to share snippets of your souls with. Thank you for choosing to continue to learn and live and love, despite the darkness this world can bring. I cannot promise when, but I can promise it will get better. 
          
          To the Lustre family, my deepest condolences. I can't even imagine what could be going on in all of your minds. I can only send my sincerest prayers and condolences. To Nadine, thank you for being you. Thank you for always doing all you can for your loved ones, even if it means remaining strong when all you wanna do is cry.
          
          To Isaiah...  One of the reasons I never clicked on your profile when I had access to it earlier this year was because I felt like I was prying into your life (and I had no right to see it because you weren't choosing to share it with me). It's why I hate that it spread around like wildfire before the people who really needed to see it saw it. But had I known and actually clicked, I would've thanked you for being so raw in your writings; for showing the vulnerability of a person who only wanted to love and be loved (but never really saw and felt it). 
          
          Happy Birthday, Isaiah. I hope you finally found the happiness, love, and peace you always craved for... you deserved and still deserve it.

jajax93

I realized the end of the last update might've been confusing with James' text. 
          
          He's basically telling her to trust her own judgement of people/trust her own instincts. 
          
          It's kinda like "You know who we are, Nadine. What your judgement of us is..." He's (indirectly) saying that they're innocent. And I think in a way he knows that Nadine has a feeling that they are. He just needed to remind of Nadine to trust herself while she's seeking out the truth... to not let her anger cloud her judgement before she goes to interrogate Zon next chapter. 
          
            ...
          
          But if they really are innocent? That's for us to find out as the story comes to an end. 
          
          -Ja

jajax93

@aatazmania feeling ko alam nyo kung ano ung totoo. Waiting for update lang kayo hahaha
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aaeunice

@jajax93 haha si ano talaga ang salarin. si ano. chos.
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jajax93

Focus on Palm Dreams muna ako, mga besh. 
          
          If you haven't bought it, it's already available on iTunes, Amazon, Google Play, and Spotify. Still on pre-order status para sa mga state side lol. 
          
          Kapit lang mga frends taga states! Kaya natin 'to!!

jajax93

Hi everyone!!! 
          
          
          In response to all the comments, I just wanna say thank you to everyone for all the kind words. It's really overwhelming to see the positive feedback from everyone. It's a tough genre to tackle, but the support from all y'all is really pushing me to continue and finish this. 
          
          With the upcoming chapters, I'd really like to hear everyone's opinions and critiques... But mainly I wanna hear who y'all think is the big bad boss of this story and why? Or who you are dreading to find out is the bad guy? 
          
          Someone already told me some of you took to Twitter to discuss this topic and I think that's super cool. I'm sure one of you guys already guessed the right culprit. 
          
          
          -Ja