itadorinanamin

I'm sorry... I CHANGED MY USERNAME AGAIN.
          	
          	from solovader to v-vader

itadorinanamin

anyone up for a story where a town was known cursed place because of the “ripper curse” where all the victims was killed like how jack the ripper kills his victim? but in the end, it's was just a person behind those attacks and not a curse? AND CHACE CRAWFORD AS THE MAIN CHARACTER?!

itadorinanamin

Hello! I'm sorry for not that being active. I'm actually more active on my back up account @s-stan
          follow me there and I'll follow you back!
          
          lilian x

yadekatsu

@solovader hello, lovelies!
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itadorinanamin

tw//
          
          my eyes are swollen because I cried all afternoon. i've expected that i would do it again. i tried taking my own life again... i just hate everything. school's been a pain in the ass since last week. toxic family, anxiety problems, depression. GOOD LORD, TAKE ME.
          
          i'm so sorry, lovelies.
          
          i hope you're doing fine and not as the same as me.
          
          i love you!
          
          lilian x

Vi_is_very_hot

Talk to us, we all here
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itadorinanamin

T H E M E ✨
          
          because I'm back at my Wanda phase again.

Vi_is_very_hot

@solovader I pretty much think most of us r going to our wanda phase back lololol
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itadorinanamin

AHHHHHH HARRY'S NEW ALBUM AHHHHHHHHHHHH

dannyzukoharry

@solovader OMG YES I LIERALLY GASPED SO LOUDLY WHEN I SAW THE TRAILER
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hazelsbibliotech

AHHHHHHHH I KNOW
            I WAS LITERALLY SCREAMING AND MY SISTER TOLD ME TO BE QUIET, BUT I COULDNT
            I CLAIM TRACK 13
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itadorinanamin

She dropped on her knees. Breathing was hard. Really hard. As if she'd just run the race. She cried harder, her chest growing tight as bile rose in her throat.
          
          She was feeling like her life was running out of her. 
          She felt her heart beating seventy miles an hour, faster than that maybe. She was trying to breathe but she couldn't. Someone was clutching her throat, stopping her from taking full breaths. 
          
          But there was no one, she was alone.
          
          And Ben...was gone.
          
          Ben Solo was dead.
          
          And she didn't even had a chance to say back what she feels for him.
          
          Feeling the force flowing through her, she let out an anguished cry.
          
          This caused her to involuntarily unleash a powerful Force scream of shame, rage, and grief,
          "NOOOOO!" 
          
          Tears rapidly trickling down her eyes as she realized this might be the end for her. 
          
          
          a/n: this is, by far, the most depressing chapter I've ever wrote in my entire life.
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/284880365?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading&wp_uname=solovader&wp_originator=9afNoKWaz23Pi%2FT3LnSMs9bIy9H2b54aXEcG4Z1SGWv2%2FTIaI8HKPBhgqke0SUE0doty%2BBkkaQBoH9QDPouRSrNZk9grba9jxDHHTLskeg2gzjknQza9MGi%2BwRqz0CPJ

-orlagranger-

@solovader not one bit thanks for asking
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itadorinanamin

@-orlagranger- omg, love, are you alright?
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itadorinanamin

been feeling a bit down lately. idk why but the urge to ...k!ll mys3lf lol. 
          
          i hope you're doing fine, lovelies <333

itadorinanamin

@nobody_is_listening- thank you and of course, you can talk to me love
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virgolazero

hey, i've had the urge to do it too, if you need to talk i'm here
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