Waking up in the middle of the night because I was itching (it's hot in my country), so I decided to check my phone and my social media. I didn't expect the news, it was shocking. For a moment, I stare at my phone, denying what I have seen. I almost threw my phone, I shook my head in denial. Mumbling "This is not true, it's all a nightmare. You will wake up and see that this is not true." But it all came down to me. Seeing the statement of Fantiago. My heart dropped to my stomach and shattered into millions of pieces. I couldn't breath properly, my vision turning blur as tears stream down my face. I cried until now I am crying.
To Astro members, rely on us, Arohas. We always have your backs, please don't hide your emotions away.
To Moon Sua, it is okay to cry. Let it all out, Sua. I know how hard it is to lose someone dear in your life.
To his parents, thank you for creating Moonbin who inspired a lot of people in his life.
To Moonbin, my first love in Astro. Rest easy now, I hope you are having a good rest there. I'm sorry I couldn't notice your pain. Your smiles is contiguous. I'm sorry, you did not deserve any of this. The world is too cruel to you.
Rest in paradise, my love. Soar high, higher than the sky itself. Until we meet again, Moon Bin.
In loving memories, Moon Bin. (1998 - 2023)
It hurts. I can't process anything.