intokai

So i've been thinking a lot lately, and i'm gonna put all my stories on completed.
          	
          	Because I can finally admit to myself that I'm never going to complete them, and it'd be lying to myself and you guys if I pretended that I would.
          	
          	Honestly I'm gonna restart my account and change my info etc, I'll upload way less than I used to do, I'll prob write short au stories or something. 
          	
          	I've just been feeling very down for a long time, with panic attacks and losing friends but also trying to move away and start my new college and stuff I just couldn't write.. no matter how much I want to I just can't seem to do so. 
          	
          	So instead of trying to pressure myself into writing I'll just try to do it on my own speed.
          	
          	So that's it for now I guess..

intokai

So i've been thinking a lot lately, and i'm gonna put all my stories on completed.
          
          Because I can finally admit to myself that I'm never going to complete them, and it'd be lying to myself and you guys if I pretended that I would.
          
          Honestly I'm gonna restart my account and change my info etc, I'll upload way less than I used to do, I'll prob write short au stories or something. 
          
          I've just been feeling very down for a long time, with panic attacks and losing friends but also trying to move away and start my new college and stuff I just couldn't write.. no matter how much I want to I just can't seem to do so. 
          
          So instead of trying to pressure myself into writing I'll just try to do it on my own speed.
          
          So that's it for now I guess..

Sugayday

found'cha mel! i like your stories~~♡

intokai

I'm okay, how're you? How are the tests going?
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Sugayday

@-brokenscene ARE YOU OK! HOT STUPID TESTS SO I HAVE BEEN CRAMMING. SORRY
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intokai

Awwww yesssss, thank youuuuuu (:
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intokai

Hey i'm busy writing Coming down but I don't have much time between schol and work, and normally I write in school buttttttt ((((; , this chpater has smut.
          And it's just to awkward to write it at school.
          Also I always take longer to write smut so

intokai

Okay so I'm lying in bed and I was thinking about my bronnor story Sparks and I just really wanted to let you all know that I wrote the story to show that it's perfectly okay to be happy. You all deserve to be okay. And sometimes life doesn't get in the way and sometimes everything is just right and I know what it's like to have my life on track and just sit there waiting for it to fall down. And sometimes it doesn't and you just have to learn that it's okay to live in the moment and enjoy it.
          -deep thoughts from Mel at 11 pm-

intokai

@-GoldenTimeTurner- woah I just reread this and I actually made myself emo as well. 
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intokai

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I'm writing my last trames chapter and I just need to take a minute for myself to stop and wonder what i'm doing with my life.
          Also the words "fuck" and "just fuck me up" left my lips more than you could imagine.