in_v3rse

i don’t think i want to leave you

she hopes i’m cursed forever to sleep on a twin sized mattress 
          
          (in somebody’s attic or basement my whole life)

i am through finding blame 
          
          (that is a decision that i have made)

i hate you for what you did
          
          (and i miss you like a little kid)

oh he said he’d cure your ills 
          
          (but he didn’t and he never will)

all i wanted was you. 

i watched a change in you
          
          (it’s like you never had wings)

i could follow you to the beginning 
          
          (just to relive the start)

i wish that you would stay in my memories
          
           (but you show up today just to ruin things)

(give me a reason not to be on my knees)