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It’s true when they say that once you bleach your hair and go blonde you never go back.
          You literally can never be blonde enough, like I’m super blonde now but I want to be silver, platinum, grey almost white type of blonde.
          I want that 75 years old white woman hair, I’m so mad why can’t I be just a natural blonde?
          Like I love love love brown hair but it just doesn’t suit me, I’m very pale and when I didn’t bleach my hair and just went with my natural brown I looked like I was dead

Hi I’m extremely hungover and I want to cry but I have to study because I have an exam next Wednesday.
          I’ll be active as much as I can because I can’t wait for this exam season to end 

It’s my birthday:)

Would you believe me if I told you that I slept for 24 hours straight.
          I literally do not now where I am or what happened or what day or years it is I’m so confused and nauseous 

I think I figured out my friends birthday gift for me a week early.
          Why am I like this you literally cannot hide shit from me 

Hi guys. I had my exam yesterday, the next one I have are in June and July so now I have some free time, kind of.
          Sorry for not being active, I promise I’ll catch up from tomorrow.
          Love you ❤️

I’m in class waiting for my turn in my exam and I literally am second to last.
          Keep in mind that in my university all the exams are oral.
          I just want to sleep it’s 9.30 and I’ve been awake since 4 am 

I have an exam tomorrow I actually wanna cry because my anxiety is literally killing me

My birthday is coming up in like 18 days but I already know I’m gonna cry the whole day of my actual birthday.
          I don’t why but birthdays make me sad and they make me think about how fast time passes which scares the shit out of me 

These last couple of days have been real hard on me but I have been blasting X’s music for a week straight and I just came here to say that he was, is and always will be my favourite artist since I was 14. 
          I don’t care what anybody says I will literally argue with anybody who disagrees, his music literally got me out of ending it all when I was too young and too unaware of what was happening, I will always own him a piece of myself