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All my teachers asked me if I was alright today, one of them even said that I looked dead. I must look awful

IShipPercabeth123456

@hxmxtxwn-skxptxcs if it makes you feel better, I probably look much worse 
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ReadMDC

@hxmxtxwn-skxptxcs What kind of teacher tells a student they look dead?! I'm so sorry, I hope you do better <33333
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1DgirlObVioUslY28

@hxmxtxwn-skxptxcs maybe it was because of what happend the other day and did they talk about it in the teachers room or something? <3333
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hxmxtxwn-skxptxcs

All my teachers asked me if I was alright today, one of them even said that I looked dead. I must look awful

IShipPercabeth123456

@hxmxtxwn-skxptxcs if it makes you feel better, I probably look much worse 
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ReadMDC

@hxmxtxwn-skxptxcs What kind of teacher tells a student they look dead?! I'm so sorry, I hope you do better <33333
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1DgirlObVioUslY28

@hxmxtxwn-skxptxcs maybe it was because of what happend the other day and did they talk about it in the teachers room or something? <3333
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1DgirlObVioUslY28

reason to stay alive #6:
          
          6.to laugh until you cry 
          Do you know that feeling? Maybe it feels like a long time ago. But I'm sure you had it. And you'll have it again. The amazing joy in your stomach, laughing together with your best friend or sibling. Could be about the stupiest (?) thing. You forget everything for a moment, and just laugh together. You'll do that again <333

1DgirlObVioUslY28

@IgnoreMeSiriusly Thanks <333 I'm trying. I just hope they still agree with you haha
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IgnoreMeSiriusly

@1DgirlObVioUslY28 ngl i see a lot of your messages to them on here and I just wanna say I think you’re awesome and so sweet.
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1DgirlObVioUslY28

Reason to say alive #5:
          
          5. to meet your idols 
          I know it might seem like a small chance, but there is a chance. There really is. Someone I know got to call with Louis. The chances are never 0. And I'm sure they would love to meet you too, I really am. If I could tell any of the boys about you, or Taylor, I bet they'd want to meet you. So stay alive to tell them your story. <33333

hxmxtxwn-skxptxcs

I had an urge in maths class today…I ended up taking the blade off my pencil sharpener and 10 minutes later leaving the room (without permission from the teacher) with bleeding hands. First time I’ve gotten in trouble with a teacher

1DgirlObVioUslY28

@TaylorHiddleswift13 yeah I get what you mean luv. That's always how I thought about it aswell. But for some people it's not that easy. Some people can't ask for help. And if watty is the only way they talk about it, then we should be there for them. idk if i reacted the right way, but I just don't know exactly how to react to it. But getting mad at them isn't going to help (Ik you're not mad dw) so that's not an option
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TaylorHiddleswift13

@hxmxtxwn-skxptxcs guys, what is going on in your life that is that bad? Self harm and suicide is not something to ever do (and I’m just going to say it in case, especially if it’s for attention. It’s not cool, a lot of movies in books kind of romanticize it but it is NOT good.) if you’re having this much trouble in your life, there’s places you can call for help.
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1DgirlObVioUslY28

@hxmxtxwn-skxptxcs  I hope you found a way to get it cleaned. And that the trouble wasn't too big. <333
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B1ana1sC00l

Please please please don't do anything…

hxmxtxwn-skxptxcs

@B1ana1sC00l I won’t. 
            Don’t worry
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B1ana1sC00l

@hxmxtxwn-skxptxcs Ending everything on July 1st
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1DgirlObVioUslY28

reason to stay alive #3:
          
          3. to adopt your own pet
          How cute would your own friend for life be?! maybe a dog (for me definetly) or a cat. Or rather a spider or a snake? A friend all for yourself, to share all your secrets and doubts with, withouth being scared to be judged or anything. Someone to wait for you to get home exitedly.