hothouse_flower

I just realized something.
          	If I waited till I was in the mood to write, I'd never write a word. If I keep treating writing as a chore, not a reliever, then it's not beautiful anymore. Through all the stress and sleepless nights and endless revisions, I've forgotten to do something that used to be my form of breathing. I'll try my best to continue my work, though I can't promise it'll be the same anymore :')

hothouse_flower

I just realized something.
          If I waited till I was in the mood to write, I'd never write a word. If I keep treating writing as a chore, not a reliever, then it's not beautiful anymore. Through all the stress and sleepless nights and endless revisions, I've forgotten to do something that used to be my form of breathing. I'll try my best to continue my work, though I can't promise it'll be the same anymore :')

hothouse_flower

"I was a singer, not a very popular one but I dreamed to be a poet. Upon a series of unfortunate events, I saw those dreams dashed and divided, like a million stars in the night sky, that I wished upon hopeless, over and over again. But I didn't mind because I knew that it takes getting everything you wanted and losing it, to know what true freedom is. 
          When the people I knew found out what I was doing, how I had been doing, they asked me why. There's no use to talking to people who have a home, they have no idea what it's like to seek safety in other people, for home to be wherever you lie in your head.
          I belonged to no one -- who belonged to everyone, who had nothing -- who wanted everything. Been trying not to get in trouble but I have a war in my mind.
          I believe in the person I want to become. I believe in the freedom of the open road. I believe in the kindness of strangers. Who are you? Are you in touch with all of your darkest fantasies? Have you created a life for yourself where you can experience them?
          I have. I am crazy. 
          But I am free."
          -Lana Del Rey, Ride.